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my life right now is amazing. i have two great guys that like me, both i have a really fun time with. it seems like my friends are all pretty dang happy right now and for the most part i get to see them a lot. but there is a little black cloud that is following me around and it needs to be dealt with right now. my relationship with devin was between devin and myself. our break up was between devin and myself. i feel really bad if anyone thinks that i am bad talking the time i had with him, because i dont mean anything that way. the other problem i have is that everyone is taking me wrong. people think that im posting about dustin and ian because i want to get back at devin...thats not it at all. i dont like devin anymore. i'm actually over him and except for the times that others bring him up, ive pretty much forgoten about him. AND IM HAPPY ABOUT THAT! if thats a crime then sue me! i refuse to sit around and cry about something that will never be again, i want to move on with my life so let me. you can think of me however you want. because no matter what i say on here it will be taken the wrong way, like im lashing out at devin or what have you. hes not a part of my life and in no way does he cross my thoughts or causes me to do things. i know this sounds like im a bitch but i dont want people to think of me that way but if you are then you probably wont belief most anything that comes out of my mouth. judge me if you want. i cant stop you, but if you really want to know what im like then ask. trust me, if i dont like you, YOU'LL KNOW. i'm just tired of always being connected with devin and having his friends all think that im mean or something.
okay on to better things, so ian got me these really prett flowers that he arranged and picked out himself... and ive met his whole family... and his friends all know who i am... and he holds my hand or holds me really close to him.... he almost beat the shit out of a guy because he bad talked me... actually this guy said he would "fuck me" and ian got a little mad................ so pretty much its like we're together... problem...i really like dustin.
i dont know what to do. like i kinda have feelings for ian..but nothing like dustin. but then again theres no huge feelings for dustin...okay so sorta. I NEED SKINNER! he always knows what guys will be the best. he totally tells it how it is.
oh great story about tonight... it involves the police...but then again most stories with kyle, ian, and myself involve the police... at least this time it was thanks to preston.
okay on to better things, so ian got me these really prett flowers that he arranged and picked out himself... and ive met his whole family... and his friends all know who i am... and he holds my hand or holds me really close to him.... he almost beat the shit out of a guy because he bad talked me... actually this guy said he would "fuck me" and ian got a little mad................ so pretty much its like we're together... problem...i really like dustin.
i dont know what to do. like i kinda have feelings for ian..but nothing like dustin. but then again theres no huge feelings for dustin...okay so sorta. I NEED SKINNER! he always knows what guys will be the best. he totally tells it how it is.
oh great story about tonight... it involves the police...but then again most stories with kyle, ian, and myself involve the police... at least this time it was thanks to preston.