"I'm pretending see to be strong and free from my dependancy"
greetings and salutations.
how are we all this fiiine, Sunday morning (coz im easy, aah ahh ahhhhhhh, im easy like Sunday morning...)
i am slightly hungover (lol whats new?!)
ok i was gonna write this ages ago but couldnt be fucked, so here goes:
on Wednesday night i decided i had too many assignments to sleep at all, so David, Tae and I took 2 No-Doze PLUS and had a study session while watching movies all night! lol. plus i had one and a half beers and some weed before that and lotsa coke and chocolate after that so i was pretty fucked. it was fkn cool! my body was so pumped full of caffeine i didnt sleep till midnight the next day (i kept drinking coffee all thru the day too) and i might do it again tonight! lol. fuck No-Doze Plus is good. totally beats just drinking coffee all night...
and in other news...
i get the feeling ive fucked up again... Pat and I dont speak, i dont think Jesse's talking to me (tho i ignored him first) and i get the feeling im starting to push Tom away... for some reason all this is bothering me, but only on the surface... i know i should be trying to fix my situation before i have nothing left, but then again, its all so fkn trivial and im having too much fkn fun to genuinely care right now.
God, what has happened to me in the last 10 months?!?!
how are we all this fiiine, Sunday morning (coz im easy, aah ahh ahhhhhhh, im easy like Sunday morning...)
i am slightly hungover (lol whats new?!)
ok i was gonna write this ages ago but couldnt be fucked, so here goes:
on Wednesday night i decided i had too many assignments to sleep at all, so David, Tae and I took 2 No-Doze PLUS and had a study session while watching movies all night! lol. plus i had one and a half beers and some weed before that and lotsa coke and chocolate after that so i was pretty fucked. it was fkn cool! my body was so pumped full of caffeine i didnt sleep till midnight the next day (i kept drinking coffee all thru the day too) and i might do it again tonight! lol. fuck No-Doze Plus is good. totally beats just drinking coffee all night...
and in other news...
i get the feeling ive fucked up again... Pat and I dont speak, i dont think Jesse's talking to me (tho i ignored him first) and i get the feeling im starting to push Tom away... for some reason all this is bothering me, but only on the surface... i know i should be trying to fix my situation before i have nothing left, but then again, its all so fkn trivial and im having too much fkn fun to genuinely care right now.
God, what has happened to me in the last 10 months?!?!