Continued
Ahh I love it when I'm right. haha
Chris asked me out tonight and I said yes. So. I have a boyfriend. Finally. :D
It's just weird for me to think of, you know? I don't really know how to act yet, I don't know alot of things about him. I guess it will all come in good time.
But on a more serious note...is this how I'm supposed to feel? Or did someone from my past affect the way I can feel for guys now. I mean, yes I like Chris. He's such a sweetie and treats me right. But I don't feel that bone crushing, heart stopping feeling. Then again the boys that have affected me so deeply never made me feel like that right off, I developed more intense feelings as time passed.
Maybe I'm just weird. Maybe I'm not the kind of girl who feels those intense feelings right off. Maybe I have to give it time. Even if it's not quite like I imagined.
Anywho, on to the "awwwww" parts. Chris came over around 7:00 and we watched a movie for a little bit. There was alot less touchy this time and I thought maybe since I kissed him last time it was awkward. But be that as it may, we watched that for a little bit and then went to Hastings to get the Hinder cd, which I am pleased with. He finally held my hand and put his arms around me and whatnot in the store and I was relieved cause I didn't screw up. We left there, then went to Walmart. Walked around there for a while and I bought a movie for us to watch. We came back to my house and put in the movie. We layedon my bed side by side for a bit with his arm around me. Then halfway through the movie, he kissed me this time. And yeah. Found out how the whole tongue ring thing works. :)
After the movie we were just laying around when I asked him were we stood. He said "we're boyfriend girlfriend", I said "you didn't even ask me out yet" and he was silent for a few and I whispered "this is the part where you ask me out" and he did.
Yeah it was fumbly and awkward, but it was such a me moment.
On a less cute note, I have to make a trip to a city an hour away at 7 in the morning, but GOD I don't think I can make it. I hate that class (it's a teaching class, it's so lame. and we have to go to a high school AN HOUR AWAY just to see how they teach) Fuck.
I need sleep.
I dunno if I'm going yet.
Okay all you movers and shakers, I'm going.
LOVELOVELOVE
Chris asked me out tonight and I said yes. So. I have a boyfriend. Finally. :D
It's just weird for me to think of, you know? I don't really know how to act yet, I don't know alot of things about him. I guess it will all come in good time.
But on a more serious note...is this how I'm supposed to feel? Or did someone from my past affect the way I can feel for guys now. I mean, yes I like Chris. He's such a sweetie and treats me right. But I don't feel that bone crushing, heart stopping feeling. Then again the boys that have affected me so deeply never made me feel like that right off, I developed more intense feelings as time passed.
Maybe I'm just weird. Maybe I'm not the kind of girl who feels those intense feelings right off. Maybe I have to give it time. Even if it's not quite like I imagined.
Anywho, on to the "awwwww" parts. Chris came over around 7:00 and we watched a movie for a little bit. There was alot less touchy this time and I thought maybe since I kissed him last time it was awkward. But be that as it may, we watched that for a little bit and then went to Hastings to get the Hinder cd, which I am pleased with. He finally held my hand and put his arms around me and whatnot in the store and I was relieved cause I didn't screw up. We left there, then went to Walmart. Walked around there for a while and I bought a movie for us to watch. We came back to my house and put in the movie. We layedon my bed side by side for a bit with his arm around me. Then halfway through the movie, he kissed me this time. And yeah. Found out how the whole tongue ring thing works. :)
After the movie we were just laying around when I asked him were we stood. He said "we're boyfriend girlfriend", I said "you didn't even ask me out yet" and he was silent for a few and I whispered "this is the part where you ask me out" and he did.
Yeah it was fumbly and awkward, but it was such a me moment.
On a less cute note, I have to make a trip to a city an hour away at 7 in the morning, but GOD I don't think I can make it. I hate that class (it's a teaching class, it's so lame. and we have to go to a high school AN HOUR AWAY just to see how they teach) Fuck.
I need sleep.
I dunno if I'm going yet.
Okay all you movers and shakers, I'm going.
LOVELOVELOVE