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so im done with everything
it just hit me today idk why i was having a good time at jakes then BAM!!! im feeling down, what makes me become so down like this? What makes me push people away when i need to be pulling them towards me? what? why? how much longer will this go on? I need to find an answer quick this is no way to be living a life! I feel empty, i mean not total cause i have my great friends and football, but other then that im nothing! I hate the feeling of nothing, its no good, i have felt it before. Im just going to stop my rambaling cause i know no one reads this, but i also know its just a good way to get it outta me
it just hit me today idk why i was having a good time at jakes then BAM!!! im feeling down, what makes me become so down like this? What makes me push people away when i need to be pulling them towards me? what? why? how much longer will this go on? I need to find an answer quick this is no way to be living a life! I feel empty, i mean not total cause i have my great friends and football, but other then that im nothing! I hate the feeling of nothing, its no good, i have felt it before. Im just going to stop my rambaling cause i know no one reads this, but i also know its just a good way to get it outta me