Meaning to the Motion.

Dec 06, 2004 23:19

I sit here feeling absolutely hopeless and despondent. I honestly have no idea how I'm going to make it to the end of the semester. It seems as if everything is out of my hands...

Of course, there are tests/projects I need to worry about, because we are coming up on Finals Week. But no, that isn't enough for me. I still have a bunch of RA things to do, like programs and bulletin boards. I've been trying to keep up; it's just so hard.

Wait though, cause it gets better. I get to leave on Saturday the 18th, and then on the 19th, I start my winter job at Maple Ski Ridge. I work there non-stop until I come back here. And of course, I'll be coming back EARLIER than everyone else. So, I'm not even considering this a break. And when I get back, I'll probably need to pick up a part-time off-campus job.

Furthermore, I am currently broke due to my reckless spending habits.

My room here is in shambles.

I need to do a lot of laundry.

My guitar needs to be re-strung.

I need to take a shower.

Everyone is so damn loud.

I'm exhausted.

Shooter didn't give me a shirt.

I hate how immature freshmen can be. (not all, but a whole bunch)

I haven't stopped "not being busy" in about six years, and I really think I'm due for a break. I really want to go to London during spring semester next year...It's just a matter of money. I need a change, and I need hot girls with accents. If anyone deserves to win the lottery, I think it is me.

I have no idea if I'm making Dean's List again this semester, but I really hope so.

I just need something more.

I needed to rant...
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