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Have you ever wanted another chance to do something a different way? I've been thinking about the past year of my life, and there are many things I wish I could go back, do the opposite what I actually did, and see what would happen. Situations with friends, a certain lover, a certain love. Maybe if I hadn't dealt with the situations the way I did, life would be better. Or worse.
Sometimes it's hard to tell what to do, especially with friends. A lot of my friends are so -- not to sound harsh, but -- two faced. It's hard to tell what they're thinking one moment, and be able to tell what they're thinking the next. And because people like to run their mouths, it's hurtful when you find out that your so-called best friend(s) don't trust your word compared to someone they don't even know.
I'm not going to get into my past lover and my past love (which are two different people). They were both guys I really liked. But everything went down the drain. Fast.
But without my experiences, I wouldn't be who I am today. I don't think I would be, anyways. I'd rather be who I am today than any other person I could ever have been.
Zach.
Sometimes it's hard to tell what to do, especially with friends. A lot of my friends are so -- not to sound harsh, but -- two faced. It's hard to tell what they're thinking one moment, and be able to tell what they're thinking the next. And because people like to run their mouths, it's hurtful when you find out that your so-called best friend(s) don't trust your word compared to someone they don't even know.
I'm not going to get into my past lover and my past love (which are two different people). They were both guys I really liked. But everything went down the drain. Fast.
But without my experiences, I wouldn't be who I am today. I don't think I would be, anyways. I'd rather be who I am today than any other person I could ever have been.
Zach.