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Rofl it's been a long freaking time since I updated. Sorry about that guys.
So things have been up and down lately. Like a lot. I haven't talked to anyone so in one big summary is:
My mother found out from a parent about me and Josh. HAHA so funny to see that reaction. She has no idea that I haven't been innocent for almost a year now. I've been banned from seeing Josh. And my computer and phone were taken away by my father. Of course I went downstairs, being the smart child I am, and took the wireless keyboard and mouse and have happily talked on the phone every night to Josh.
I've also been doing a lot of talking with Chase...sorta realizing that I still have very strong feelings for him. Josh knows that, and while he hates the idea, he's giving me space to see where things will go with Chase. We're not going on a break, we're just putting the relationship on hold.
It's a really complicated situation, but if you've been there from the beginning of Chase and me to now then it really makes perfect sense.
Joe and Josh are like best friends now...which sorta bothers me, because Joe is my friend...not Josh's. I'm being selfish I know that, but just it does sorta bother me that Joe and Josh are such good friends...
I've been really bad about updating here, so if you want you can check me out at Xanga under the username of jeunesdemort. Same as this one..and same as the AIM. I know I'm creative.
So things have been up and down lately. Like a lot. I haven't talked to anyone so in one big summary is:
My mother found out from a parent about me and Josh. HAHA so funny to see that reaction. She has no idea that I haven't been innocent for almost a year now. I've been banned from seeing Josh. And my computer and phone were taken away by my father. Of course I went downstairs, being the smart child I am, and took the wireless keyboard and mouse and have happily talked on the phone every night to Josh.
I've also been doing a lot of talking with Chase...sorta realizing that I still have very strong feelings for him. Josh knows that, and while he hates the idea, he's giving me space to see where things will go with Chase. We're not going on a break, we're just putting the relationship on hold.
It's a really complicated situation, but if you've been there from the beginning of Chase and me to now then it really makes perfect sense.
Joe and Josh are like best friends now...which sorta bothers me, because Joe is my friend...not Josh's. I'm being selfish I know that, but just it does sorta bother me that Joe and Josh are such good friends...
I've been really bad about updating here, so if you want you can check me out at Xanga under the username of jeunesdemort. Same as this one..and same as the AIM. I know I'm creative.