Yoake no sayonara wa ima no boku ni wa kanashisugite...

May 20, 2005 02:23

こんにちわ! I hate these sleepless nights...you know those nights when everything's about to change and you just end up spending the entire night thinking about life in general. So...this is the end of my junior year. I feel as if I'm 3/4ths of the way through a novel. Sometimes I think I'm standing still while time is just rushing right by me. After all of the shit that went down this year I have to say that it has been pretty good. I have 13 new amazing sisters, including my gorgeous G. Little (God I'm old), experienced my last senior seminar for history...ever, watched some friendships shatter while others start to bloom. I've experienced love, heartbreak, tears and laughter. I feel so much more human than I've ever felt. I've gotten so much closer to you too, Big, and next year is our last year together, and that scares me like nothing else. I'd like to say that I've become a better and stronger person through all of this, but I'm not too great at judging that type of thing. I'd also like to think that I've experienced some type of spiritual growth as well, more faith in myself would be a nice change, but what can you do?

There have been some amazing, crazy, completely sucky, and wonderful things that have happend this semester. Most of which came in the forms of raisondetre76 and bob_luvs_cheese. I do not regret chasing you down and scaring the living hell out of you that night, and I don't think I ever will no matter how much you annoy me and pick on me ^^. All those crazy-fun times, like the night we stayed up til 6 am because we had to have a Psycho le Cemu marathon since we weren't at Katsucon, which then turned into a Dir en Grey fest. Doing para para, ordering chinese on fridays, making fun of Miyavi and Gackt. You always telling me not to worry and then me freaking out for an hour. Your ring eating souls, Shiya eating babies and Imai's lack of botox. I'm gonna miss you Butabara Ninja Triplet!

Now onto the Bob-ness...oh Bob-ness. Sometimes you and I think too much alike and I feel like we are the parents of a very demented, a.d.d, caffine addicted, Kyo-obessed child. You are always the rational one, the one to tell me to shut up when I keep ranting, the one to get scared and back away, the only and only P.B. You always added the sarcasm to the conversation and also tormented the living hell out of me. *hears 'JEUNIE' in her sleep* The molestation of my poor stuff leopard hide, hiding in closets and calling people "damn hippies", threatening to beat the living hell out of certain bitches. Where did the time go when we were having so much fun? Well here's to next year! *raises her glass*

That's about it for now, I should get some rest since I am leaving at 1 pm and its now almost 3 am. Until then...おやすみなさい!!!

***B-chan I know I went from Gackt to Lareine but Kamijo's hair is hottness and I want to marry it!***
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