Innermost...
So yeah, this weekend was a complete waste of a weekend. The lovely snow storm that we got kept me inside the entire weekend, except when I had to schlep myself to work...through the endless drifts of snow that this city refuses to plow. *sighs* I only have 3 more days of interim left, and frankly time has gone way too damn fast. As much as I hate snow, back onto that subject, its given me alot to think about. It was really beautiful on Friday night. I felt at peace,the snow falling lightly as "星の砂" by Gackt played in the background. Then things seemed to take a nosedive...like always. I don't know why I take things that you say to heart...or why I even listen to you anymore. Sometimes, I think you do and say things to intentionally hurt me. God only knows.
From now on, I think things will start looking up. I just need to make peace with myself, but I'm never alone. Lady L. thanks so much for your kind words, they mean alot. ^_^ B-chan (kimchi), thanks for talking some sense in to me, <3 ya twin! *smooshies* It'll take time...but I'll be able to feel like myself again. Someday, I'll find someone who will melt the ice around my frozen heart. I sound like Mana-様 right now! ^_^ さよなら! Oh, yesterday was まさゆき 's birthday! Happy B-day 'oh short one' (even though you won't read this!)
- Jeunie <3
From now on, I think things will start looking up. I just need to make peace with myself, but I'm never alone. Lady L. thanks so much for your kind words, they mean alot. ^_^ B-chan (kimchi), thanks for talking some sense in to me, <3 ya twin! *smooshies* It'll take time...but I'll be able to feel like myself again. Someday, I'll find someone who will melt the ice around my frozen heart. I sound like Mana-様 right now! ^_^ さよなら! Oh, yesterday was まさゆき 's birthday! Happy B-day 'oh short one' (even though you won't read this!)
- Jeunie <3