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Aug 21, 2005 11:31

firsts and lasts
~~FIRSTS~~

First job: Shamrock Tutoring… I actually kind of miss it
First screen name: Superwylie
First self purchased CD: Hmmm… I can’t even remember!
First funeral: That I can clearly remember? My friend Jason… 2.5 months ago… I miss you!!
First piercing/tattoo: Piercing: ears when I was like 2 weeks old, Tattoo: the shooting star on my back
First credit card: The one that’s almost maxed out right now… *sigh*
First true love: Ryan Gomez… 7th grade…. Then 9th grade… then college… I still love him!!
First enemy: Dominique fucking Dorgan! That little whore bitch made EVERYONE’S life a living hell!

~~LASTS~~

Last big car ride: Santa Cruz for Matt Cox-sucker’s birthday/311
Last kiss: voluntary: two weeks ago right before Gabe left… involuntary: last night… I should’ve known it was a mistake hanging out with the Stoner Hippie Vegetarian Plumber Stalker last night
Last library book checked out: I can’t read!!!
Last movie seen: Mr. and Mrs. Smith. Very very good!
Last beverage drank: a chocolate cake shot
Last food consumed: a hickory burger from Apple Pan
Last phone call: Rich… at this moment
Last CD played: Full Devil Jacket
Last annoyance: don’t even get me started on last night!!
Last soda drank: Shasta
Last ice cream eaten: wow… has it actually been that long that I can’t even remember? Fuck! What’s wrong with me?
Last piercing: my tragus… hurt like hell!!
Last time scolded: I’m moving back in with my damn mom! Every moment is a scolding
Last shirt worn: a “How to Dump your Boyfriend” shirt
Last website visited: my LJ
Last person you talked to: Rich on the phone… Reylynn online

~~STUPID PERSONAL SHIT~~

I AM: pissed at the world
I WANT: to not have to worry so much about money
I HAVE: a tummy ache
I WISH: I didn’t feel like crying right now
I HATE: men?
I FEAR: that I’ll never be happy
I HEAR: my computer being loud as fuck!
I WONDER: What Gabe is doing…
I REGRET: my entire life
I LOVE: no comment
I ALWAYS: think about him…
I AM NOT: confident
I DANCE: as often as possible
I SING: all the time!
I CRY: When I think about life
I AM NOT ALWAYS: happy
I LOSE: anything I really care about
I CONFUSE: words with sincerity
I NEED: money
I WOULD: like to be in Greece right now
I SHOULD: go to my grandma’s for my mom’s bday today

~~YES or NO:~~

YOU KEEP A DIARY: yes, an LJ
YOU LIKE TO COOK: yes, but I don’t do it often
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVEN'T SHARED WITH ANYONE: most definitely
YOU HAVE GOALS FOR THE FUTURE: yes, and it’s killing me that I feel no closer to achieving them

~~DO YOU...?~~

HAVE A CRUSH: oh my god, yes!
WANT TO GET MARRIED: yeah… not right now though
WANT TO HAVE KIDS: eventually
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: definitely not!!
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: oh yeah!
BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: I don’t think so
BELIEVE IN GOD: yes
BELIEVE THAT THERE IS A REASON FOR EVERYTHING: unfortunately… although I can’t for the life of me figure out the reason for half of the shit that happens to me

~~FAVORITES:~~

NUMBER: 5 or 4
COLOR: red/black
DAY: uhhh…
MONTH: May… wow Ngoc! Good choice!
SONG(S): That’s an awfully long list!
SEASON: spring
DRINK: Captain and Coke
PART OF YOUR BODY: *shrug*
MOVIE: Triplets of Belleville, Empire Records
RESTAURANT: Don Jose’s

~~PREFERENCES:~~

CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: Cuddle… I miss him… 
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: chocolate milk
DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: white chocolate
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: depends….

~~IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...~~

CRIED? Sort of
HELPED SOMEONE? My mom
BOUGHT SOMETHING? Parliament lights
GOTTEN SICK? no
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
SAID 'i love you'?: no
HEARD 'i love you'?: yes… ugh! Stupid plumber vegetarian
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: no
TALKED TO AN EX?: yes…
MISSED AN EX?: yeah
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? my LJ
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: yes
MISSED SOMEONE? OH YEAH!
HUGGED SOMEONE? the yes… Dani
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? Oh yeah…
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