Aug 17, 2010 23:06
3 big things :) 1) i got a wonderful job! taking pics of kids at babys-r-us, 2) two more weeks till im a senior and can legally buy my own drinks 3) i think i have new boy issues/mind games.....
yay for job! its a love hate thing, some people can be so rude and mean but then there are those greatfull people who make the job worth it :)
im getting great hours and spending all the money i make, but when work study starts ill save kiddie kandids $ and spend the work study money! lol i have to save for an apartment and a computer since my 1234 buttons do not work. (im using an external keyboard)
apartment searching SUCKS! im tired and dont want to spend my only 2 weeks that im not in class on a comp looking for apartments. i went to plan b and got housing on campus and being so busy this semester i think it will be better
that brings us to point 2 IM ALMOST A SENIOR! one more year! hopefully it will be smooth and easy to get done even though kp never sent my final transcripts and i have to add my other minor. but fall going to make me go insane with 6 classes 2 jobs sigma and 2011 secretary! fair warning but luckily im turning 21 in two weeks so ill survive with alcohol! lol jk im not gonna turn in to an alcoholic
#3...... so theres a boy.... but im not sure what i want. my aunt asked why we arent dating but then liz asked for real (i think) and then sitting on his lap while tailgating at zac brown hes holding my hip and stroking my side... but then has this girl he really likes come to our lawn seats and is all over her.... monday he texted me to come see him at work and that he misses me? idk if that was just to get me to go or that he really did. hes said things like that before and weve joked (i thought) about dating. im just so confused. and id feel bad getting in the way of something with this new girls hes kinds seeing. he might come to a anything but clothes party with me tho so well see if he actually comes and if anything happens at the party. damn boys! why do you all have to be so confusing!
im pretty much over cpk. i read the post about the formal and feel dumb. hes acted that way because it was my party and he was my guest and he can be a gentleman and since it was my night he acted it up. i had a dream last night that we were back at the formal/storgys and he was my date but he never showed up. im taking that as a sign. hes not gonna show up when i ask. which as happened this summer a couple times. im over it. hes not really gonna be around this year anyway since hes taking a job on the cape i believe.
anyway im also not taking anyones crap anymore. i will call you out on your shit if need be. so watch out! lol
2 more weeks :)