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I'm on the verge of having a panic attack. Hank is having another anemic episode, he hasn't been finishing his grain and he's been.. weird lately. Just weird. He was really jumpy for a couple days and now he's suuuper mellow. Low energy= bad sign for anemic horsey. This is exactly how it started last winter. I swear to god I can already see him dropping weight. Which is HORRIBLE because he's finally right where I want him (jiggly) after a year of pumping food into him. I either have to buy more visorbin or try rice bran. Both are expensive. I need to have money for the baby when he comes.
There is a slight silver lining, Tessa's owner asked me if I would mind keeping her here until April. Means I get more money!! $$$$ Which I will use to buy medicine for my stupid fucking horse who doesn't eat. She was supposed to leave tomorrow (with Brian Baldry, small world eh Mica!), and was going to have a whole month off at Melissa's place. Neither of us really wanted her to have a month off so, change of plans. Good.
Auuugh I hope this doesn't get as bad as it did last year.. I can't handle having a skinny horse again. I'll die ;_; . If things don't turn around I'll have to skip this month's Arbutus show.. shitty.
There is a slight silver lining, Tessa's owner asked me if I would mind keeping her here until April. Means I get more money!! $$$$ Which I will use to buy medicine for my stupid fucking horse who doesn't eat. She was supposed to leave tomorrow (with Brian Baldry, small world eh Mica!), and was going to have a whole month off at Melissa's place. Neither of us really wanted her to have a month off so, change of plans. Good.
Auuugh I hope this doesn't get as bad as it did last year.. I can't handle having a skinny horse again. I'll die ;_; . If things don't turn around I'll have to skip this month's Arbutus show.. shitty.