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It's amazing how years of evolved defense mechanisms will automatically kick in, even when you don't want them to. I'm not convinced they are all healthy, or in my best interest, but that doesn't stop them. Maybe I'm wrong, maybe they are the best thing for me, they exist for a reason right?
I still like the place I've found again. I'm happy with where I've settled in as a person lately. I'm willing to accept the risk involved I think. Defense mechanisms be damned, I'm not ready to give in to them.
I still like the place I've found again. I'm happy with where I've settled in as a person lately. I'm willing to accept the risk involved I think. Defense mechanisms be damned, I'm not ready to give in to them.