real love.
someone. this someone, straight from the depths of everything. i'm going to love this someone. i'm going to love him with all of me, on no uncertain terms, without holding back, without anything getting in my way.
this is love. this is what it is supposed to be. this is what i've been working for, preparing for, wishing for, waiting for, longing for. i didn't even have to go looking for him. he was literally right in front of me all along.
honesty, communication. the things we both want and need. he's brilliantly smart, and he burns brighter than a thousand splendid suns. he's basically me... but as a guy. not a boy; i've had my last boy and i am pleased with my guy. my amazing guy. beautiful late night whispers and things i know we'll do, achieve, etc. the way he holds me when we kiss is just the way i've wanted to be held since i was little and dreaming of these things.
he told me he would be there for me whenever, wherever, whatever, no matter the situation. when i started to tell him i'd do the same, he stopped me.
"you've done that for far too long. it's time you were taken care of."
we know this is quickly turning into love. it's not love yet, but it's getting there.
he's a better man. a stronger one, more loving, more giving, smarter, more clever, more understanding... he's a good man. the kind every girl dreams of.
this is the love i'd been looking for in the wrong places. and here i am, in the middle of this chaos caused by everything outside of me, and i'm not alone. he's behind me, telling me he's here when i need it. i'm no longer being told to be on call for someone's every whim. i'm simply being loved.
love. it's not quite there, but it is getting there.
i deserve this love. he deserves me and i deserve him. and this is love.
this is love. this is what it is supposed to be. this is what i've been working for, preparing for, wishing for, waiting for, longing for. i didn't even have to go looking for him. he was literally right in front of me all along.
honesty, communication. the things we both want and need. he's brilliantly smart, and he burns brighter than a thousand splendid suns. he's basically me... but as a guy. not a boy; i've had my last boy and i am pleased with my guy. my amazing guy. beautiful late night whispers and things i know we'll do, achieve, etc. the way he holds me when we kiss is just the way i've wanted to be held since i was little and dreaming of these things.
he told me he would be there for me whenever, wherever, whatever, no matter the situation. when i started to tell him i'd do the same, he stopped me.
"you've done that for far too long. it's time you were taken care of."
we know this is quickly turning into love. it's not love yet, but it's getting there.
he's a better man. a stronger one, more loving, more giving, smarter, more clever, more understanding... he's a good man. the kind every girl dreams of.
this is the love i'd been looking for in the wrong places. and here i am, in the middle of this chaos caused by everything outside of me, and i'm not alone. he's behind me, telling me he's here when i need it. i'm no longer being told to be on call for someone's every whim. i'm simply being loved.
love. it's not quite there, but it is getting there.
i deserve this love. he deserves me and i deserve him. and this is love.