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Since a crappy version was posted.. I'll post the REAL chat log in it's ENTIRETY!!!!
[18:20] *** pin the branches has joined the chat.
[18:20] muffinpatronus: I WANNA SEE D:
[18:21] laurahonest2008: lol
[18:21] laurahonest2008: soon grasshopper
[18:21] laurahonest2008: wb Liz
[18:22] snowflakediva07: wb!
[18:24] hallowedhorcrux: I WANNA SHOW D:
[18:24] pin the branches: How many of you dislike the reminders, curious? And if you do, I would like reasons please.
[18:25] steelsoulfairy: I don't dislike reminders.. I dislike when they are like "DO THIS NOW"
[18:25] muffinpatronus: I like reminders =D
[18:25] steelsoulfairy: because imo that's not a reminder.. that's an order
[18:25] steelsoulfairy: reminders as in ... hey there's a _____ thing going on over here.. that's different
[18:25] pin the branches: Ah, see, so you're talking about the quidditch one -- where points would be void unless we reached acertain amount of participation from a select few individuals?
[18:26] laurahonest2008: exactly my thoughs
[18:26] laurahonest2008: thoughts*
[18:26] steelsoulfairy: um.. nope
[18:26] pin the branches: Okay than what.
[18:26] steelsoulfairy: I didn't even think of quidditch..
[18:26] pin the branches: ?
[18:26] muffinpatronus: things like "remember this challenge, remember that we get 25 points for this, remember that we have two days left to do this" etc, that's nice... things like "YOU NEED TO DO THIS, WE HAVE TWO DAYS LEFT!" are not nice...
[18:26] steelsoulfairy: more the chat today
[18:27] steelsoulfairy: i agree with muffin also
[18:27] laurahonest2008: when you come into chat and the first thing you say is "go do this activity"
[18:27] pin the branches: I'm sorry, I'm just tired of coming back from a good time to find that people are getting butthurt and not realizing that activity levels are at an all time high, and that they've been talking about me behind my back.
[18:27] steelsoulfairy: and not just you.. Ing has done the same thing today although she's been around chat and stuff too.. but still more like an order
[18:28] pin the branches: And really, if we don't burn a fire under some asses -- who will?
[18:28] steelsoulfairy: Well... I don't like seeing people call me a bitch and a failure.. we all have things we don't like
[18:28] steelsoulfairy: you don't have to be a tirant about it
[18:29] pin the branches: I don't feel I am being a TYRANT. I am defending my beliefs and upset that people are seeming ungrateful for something that actually takes quite a bit of time to get together along with everything else we've been doing.
[18:29] steelsoulfairy: I just don't like feeling ORDERED to do something..
[18:29] steelsoulfairy: and that's how it's been today
[18:29] muffinpatronus: ... I think I've missed something..? O_o
[18:29] steelsoulfairy: You may not feel as though you are being a tyrant but you may come off to others as that
[18:29] pin the branches: We could just only be doing the sorting log and the in-house, and nothing else. But where would that get the house?
[18:30] pin the branches: Well than I'll stop.
[18:30] pin the branches: I'll just keep working on my god damn appeal
[18:30] pin the branches: And leave the house as soon as I fucking can.
[18:30] steelsoulfairy: sorry I'm just expressing my feelings and opinions
[18:30] steelsoulfairy: do what you want..
[18:30] pin the branches: Maybe then I'll be around people who actually don't see me as a TYRANT but as someone who sticks by who she is.
[18:30] steelsoulfairy: this is the reason I go to Ing..
[18:30] steelsoulfairy: I stick by who I am as well.. and I won't be ordered around by anybody
[18:30] laurahonest2008: well Liz, we aren't Gryffindor we are Hufflepuff
[18:30] pin the branches: And this is the reason I feel I'm being pushed out of Hufflepuff.
[18:31] steelsoulfairy: because people express their opinions???
[18:31] laurahonest2008: and it feels like you are trying to MAKE us be Gryffindor
[18:31] steelsoulfairy: did I not just say that Ing has done the same thing today and you know what.. I've talked to her about it as well
[18:31] steelsoulfairy: You are the reason this was even brought up right now.. I had no plans to discuss it
[18:31] pin the branches: Because I'm not being seen for who I am, being talked about and treated a bit like shit for trying to HELP.
[18:31] steelsoulfairy: I haven't said a damned thing about you today to anybody
[18:31] ImDrJanItor: OKAY PEOPLE. PLEASE.
[18:31] pin the branches: It's obvious I'm not wanted
[18:31] ImDrJanItor: THIS IS NOT HELPING
[18:31] steelsoulfairy: when i mentioned this problem I was referring to Ing
[18:32] steelsoulfairy: No it isn't Ing. You are right
[18:32] snowflakediva07: Liz, no one is saying that.
[18:32] ImDrJanItor: If I've made peolpe feel like they have to do something, I apologise
[18:32] ImDrJanItor: Okay?
[18:32] laurahonest2008: no, we aren't saying that, we appreciate you
[18:32] ImDrJanItor: I'm sorry
[18:32] ImDrJanItor: .
[18:32] laurahonest2008: we just wish that you would ask not order
[18:34] pin the branches: Whatever. As soon as I'm able to appeal I am. It's obvious I'm never going to change, and it's equally obvious I'm never going to be accepted by you people unless I do. I'm tired of feeling like shit because I'm having to tone down who I am because I may offend people. fucking tired of it. I'm in fucking tears right now. I just -- I can't even begin to put how I'm feeling in to words.
[18:34] steelsoulfairy: it's just a shame that people can't actually talk to a prefect about issues they are having without this
[18:34] steelsoulfairy: I'M TIRED OF FEELING LIKE SHIT BECAUSE i CAN'T EXPRESS MY OPINIONS AND FEELINGS AND ISSUES WITH SOMEONE WHO IS ABLE TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT..
[18:34] pin the branches: You've made your fucking point, and you've succeeded it kicking me out.
[18:34] pin the branches: You can STFD now.
[18:34] steelsoulfairy: I'm also tired of feeling like I should be in gryffindor
[18:34] steelsoulfairy: stfd??
[18:35] steelsoulfairy: sorry maybe gryffs understand that more than us
[18:35] pin the branches: Ing, I'm sorry I'll be leaving you with these people.
[18:35] steelsoulfairy: why must you be a bitch??
[18:35] steelsoulfairy: I've said I wasn't even talking about you today
[18:35] laurahonest2008: Liz some of us have been friends with Ing for well over a year
[18:35] snowflakediva07: wow.
[18:35] pin the branches: Will you just fucking LEAVE ME ALONE MICHELE?
[18:35] muffinpatronus: okay, I don't want to be here for this... Liz, before I go I just want to say that I really like you and I don't want you to change!
[18:35] pin the branches: I FUCKING DROPPED IT
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[18:36] pin the branches: I AM FUCKING LEAVING, SHUT THE HELL UP PLEASE
[18:36] steelsoulfairy: don't tell me to shut up
[18:36] steelsoulfairy: I will say what I want to say when I want to say it
[18:36] steelsoulfairy: I'm tired of bitting my tongue
[18:36] pin the branches: And I'm tired of crying
[18:37] steelsoulfairy: well join the club
[18:37] steelsoulfairy: you've said so much shit about me that I have seen and have proof of.. I spent days crying
[18:37] steelsoulfairy: but I'm not going to anymore..
[18:37] steelsoulfairy: at least I can say I've never called you a bitch behind your back in an lj entry
[18:38] pin the branches: No, you called it to my face. And then when it got back to Sas, no one made any mention that you were equally bad in that situation
[18:38] pin the branches: Right, Huushii? Since, you know, you were the one to report it. :|
[18:39] laurahonest2008: Huushi isn't here
[18:39] steelsoulfairy: um.. I said.. that I've never called you a bitch behind your back.. i didn't say i'd never called you a bitch to your face
[18:39] pin the branches: I can't trust you people... You're suppsosed to be kind and trusting. Not like this
[18:39] steelsoulfairy: I call them like I see them.. but I don't do it behind closed doors
[18:39] steelsoulfairy: and you are supposed to be kind and trusting too..
[18:39] steelsoulfairy: i guess i'm the exception to your kind and trust
[18:39] snowflakediva07: way to generalize the whole house, there
[18:41] laurahonest2008: where does it say "kind and trusting"?
[18:41] steelsoulfairy: idk.. maybe in her book??
[18:42] steelsoulfairy: i am kind to those who are kind to me.. *shrug*
[18:42] ImDrJanItor: Seriously.
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[18:45] pin the branches: I hope you're fucking happy. I hope you're all fucking happy with yourselves.
[18:45] pin the branches: I hope you're fucking happy. I hope you're all fucking happy with yourselves.
[18:46] steelsoulfairy: I just wish you'd actually listen instead of getting defensive.. *shrug*
[18:46] laurahonest2008: Liz quit cussing at us
[18:46] steelsoulfairy: please
[18:46] laurahonest2008: you start cussing at us everytime you get upset
[18:46] pin the branches: Fine. I'll be nice and polite like you people haven't.
[18:46] laurahonest2008: and it is old
[18:46] pin the branches: As soon as I'm able I'm submitting my appeal. You're rid of me. CELEBRATE.
[18:47] laurahonest2008: you have been able to appeal for over 2 months
[18:47] laurahonest2008: stop saying "as soon as"
[18:48] laurahonest2008: we don't want to drive you off, we just wish you would at least try to talk without capslocking and cussing
[18:48] pin the branches: I feel I have tried, previously. Maybe not a lot recently, but I have tried. And I've gotten nothing in return.
[18:48] pin the branches: I can barely even see what I'm typing right now because you two have me crying so hard.
[18:49] laurahonest2008: all i have seen in this chat is you cussing at us
[18:49] pin the branches: And it sucks, because I know there are, or I guess were, people who did like having me around.
[18:49] steelsoulfairy: is it only bad when "we" have you crying??
[18:49] steelsoulfairy: it doesn't seem to bother you when you upset one of us
[18:49] pin the branches: Do you ever stop?
[18:49] laurahonest2008: we don't want to make you cry, that wasn't event he intent
[18:49] steelsoulfairy: do you?
[18:49] laurahonest2008: we just wanted you to stop acting like an army officer
[18:49] pin the branches: Obviously yes, if I'm leaving.
[18:49] pin the branches: Just stop please
[18:49] pin the branches: stop
[18:50] steelsoulfairy: you stop
[18:50] steelsoulfairy: again it's an order
[18:50] steelsoulfairy: you don't get it.. you don't understand how other people feel.. how I feel.. or how I felt when I read your lj entry. and yes I've read it..
[18:51] steelsoulfairy: I just really wish I understood
[18:51] steelsoulfairy: I'm not saying this to be mean.. I just don't honestly understand..
[18:51] pin the branches: Right now, I honestly don't know if you're capable of not saying things to be mean
[18:52] steelsoulfairy: I'm very capable. However I do speak my mind. And when I brought up the ordering thing.. I was honestly talking about Ing.. because I wasn't paying attention to chat when I guess you did it too. I didn't see that..
[18:53] steelsoulfairy: And I've since talked to Ing about it.. and commented to her entry about it in the common room. I wasn't even going to say anything else about it to be honest
That's all so far. I will add more as needed.
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[18:20] muffinpatronus: I WANNA SEE D:
[18:21] laurahonest2008: lol
[18:21] laurahonest2008: soon grasshopper
[18:21] laurahonest2008: wb Liz
[18:22] snowflakediva07: wb!
[18:24] hallowedhorcrux: I WANNA SHOW D:
[18:24] pin the branches: How many of you dislike the reminders, curious? And if you do, I would like reasons please.
[18:25] steelsoulfairy: I don't dislike reminders.. I dislike when they are like "DO THIS NOW"
[18:25] muffinpatronus: I like reminders =D
[18:25] steelsoulfairy: because imo that's not a reminder.. that's an order
[18:25] steelsoulfairy: reminders as in ... hey there's a _____ thing going on over here.. that's different
[18:25] pin the branches: Ah, see, so you're talking about the quidditch one -- where points would be void unless we reached acertain amount of participation from a select few individuals?
[18:26] laurahonest2008: exactly my thoughs
[18:26] laurahonest2008: thoughts*
[18:26] steelsoulfairy: um.. nope
[18:26] pin the branches: Okay than what.
[18:26] steelsoulfairy: I didn't even think of quidditch..
[18:26] pin the branches: ?
[18:26] muffinpatronus: things like "remember this challenge, remember that we get 25 points for this, remember that we have two days left to do this" etc, that's nice... things like "YOU NEED TO DO THIS, WE HAVE TWO DAYS LEFT!" are not nice...
[18:26] steelsoulfairy: more the chat today
[18:27] steelsoulfairy: i agree with muffin also
[18:27] laurahonest2008: when you come into chat and the first thing you say is "go do this activity"
[18:27] pin the branches: I'm sorry, I'm just tired of coming back from a good time to find that people are getting butthurt and not realizing that activity levels are at an all time high, and that they've been talking about me behind my back.
[18:27] steelsoulfairy: and not just you.. Ing has done the same thing today although she's been around chat and stuff too.. but still more like an order
[18:28] pin the branches: And really, if we don't burn a fire under some asses -- who will?
[18:28] steelsoulfairy: Well... I don't like seeing people call me a bitch and a failure.. we all have things we don't like
[18:28] steelsoulfairy: you don't have to be a tirant about it
[18:29] pin the branches: I don't feel I am being a TYRANT. I am defending my beliefs and upset that people are seeming ungrateful for something that actually takes quite a bit of time to get together along with everything else we've been doing.
[18:29] steelsoulfairy: I just don't like feeling ORDERED to do something..
[18:29] steelsoulfairy: and that's how it's been today
[18:29] muffinpatronus: ... I think I've missed something..? O_o
[18:29] steelsoulfairy: You may not feel as though you are being a tyrant but you may come off to others as that
[18:29] pin the branches: We could just only be doing the sorting log and the in-house, and nothing else. But where would that get the house?
[18:30] pin the branches: Well than I'll stop.
[18:30] pin the branches: I'll just keep working on my god damn appeal
[18:30] pin the branches: And leave the house as soon as I fucking can.
[18:30] steelsoulfairy: sorry I'm just expressing my feelings and opinions
[18:30] steelsoulfairy: do what you want..
[18:30] pin the branches: Maybe then I'll be around people who actually don't see me as a TYRANT but as someone who sticks by who she is.
[18:30] steelsoulfairy: this is the reason I go to Ing..
[18:30] steelsoulfairy: I stick by who I am as well.. and I won't be ordered around by anybody
[18:30] laurahonest2008: well Liz, we aren't Gryffindor we are Hufflepuff
[18:30] pin the branches: And this is the reason I feel I'm being pushed out of Hufflepuff.
[18:31] steelsoulfairy: because people express their opinions???
[18:31] laurahonest2008: and it feels like you are trying to MAKE us be Gryffindor
[18:31] steelsoulfairy: did I not just say that Ing has done the same thing today and you know what.. I've talked to her about it as well
[18:31] steelsoulfairy: You are the reason this was even brought up right now.. I had no plans to discuss it
[18:31] pin the branches: Because I'm not being seen for who I am, being talked about and treated a bit like shit for trying to HELP.
[18:31] steelsoulfairy: I haven't said a damned thing about you today to anybody
[18:31] ImDrJanItor: OKAY PEOPLE. PLEASE.
[18:31] pin the branches: It's obvious I'm not wanted
[18:31] ImDrJanItor: THIS IS NOT HELPING
[18:31] steelsoulfairy: when i mentioned this problem I was referring to Ing
[18:32] steelsoulfairy: No it isn't Ing. You are right
[18:32] snowflakediva07: Liz, no one is saying that.
[18:32] ImDrJanItor: If I've made peolpe feel like they have to do something, I apologise
[18:32] ImDrJanItor: Okay?
[18:32] laurahonest2008: no, we aren't saying that, we appreciate you
[18:32] ImDrJanItor: I'm sorry
[18:32] ImDrJanItor: .
[18:32] laurahonest2008: we just wish that you would ask not order
[18:34] pin the branches: Whatever. As soon as I'm able to appeal I am. It's obvious I'm never going to change, and it's equally obvious I'm never going to be accepted by you people unless I do. I'm tired of feeling like shit because I'm having to tone down who I am because I may offend people. fucking tired of it. I'm in fucking tears right now. I just -- I can't even begin to put how I'm feeling in to words.
[18:34] steelsoulfairy: it's just a shame that people can't actually talk to a prefect about issues they are having without this
[18:34] steelsoulfairy: I'M TIRED OF FEELING LIKE SHIT BECAUSE i CAN'T EXPRESS MY OPINIONS AND FEELINGS AND ISSUES WITH SOMEONE WHO IS ABLE TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT..
[18:34] pin the branches: You've made your fucking point, and you've succeeded it kicking me out.
[18:34] pin the branches: You can STFD now.
[18:34] steelsoulfairy: I'm also tired of feeling like I should be in gryffindor
[18:34] steelsoulfairy: stfd??
[18:35] steelsoulfairy: sorry maybe gryffs understand that more than us
[18:35] pin the branches: Ing, I'm sorry I'll be leaving you with these people.
[18:35] steelsoulfairy: why must you be a bitch??
[18:35] steelsoulfairy: I've said I wasn't even talking about you today
[18:35] laurahonest2008: Liz some of us have been friends with Ing for well over a year
[18:35] snowflakediva07: wow.
[18:35] pin the branches: Will you just fucking LEAVE ME ALONE MICHELE?
[18:35] muffinpatronus: okay, I don't want to be here for this... Liz, before I go I just want to say that I really like you and I don't want you to change!
[18:35] pin the branches: I FUCKING DROPPED IT
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[18:36] pin the branches: I AM FUCKING LEAVING, SHUT THE HELL UP PLEASE
[18:36] steelsoulfairy: don't tell me to shut up
[18:36] steelsoulfairy: I will say what I want to say when I want to say it
[18:36] steelsoulfairy: I'm tired of bitting my tongue
[18:36] pin the branches: And I'm tired of crying
[18:37] steelsoulfairy: well join the club
[18:37] steelsoulfairy: you've said so much shit about me that I have seen and have proof of.. I spent days crying
[18:37] steelsoulfairy: but I'm not going to anymore..
[18:37] steelsoulfairy: at least I can say I've never called you a bitch behind your back in an lj entry
[18:38] pin the branches: No, you called it to my face. And then when it got back to Sas, no one made any mention that you were equally bad in that situation
[18:38] pin the branches: Right, Huushii? Since, you know, you were the one to report it. :|
[18:39] laurahonest2008: Huushi isn't here
[18:39] steelsoulfairy: um.. I said.. that I've never called you a bitch behind your back.. i didn't say i'd never called you a bitch to your face
[18:39] pin the branches: I can't trust you people... You're suppsosed to be kind and trusting. Not like this
[18:39] steelsoulfairy: I call them like I see them.. but I don't do it behind closed doors
[18:39] steelsoulfairy: and you are supposed to be kind and trusting too..
[18:39] steelsoulfairy: i guess i'm the exception to your kind and trust
[18:39] snowflakediva07: way to generalize the whole house, there
[18:41] laurahonest2008: where does it say "kind and trusting"?
[18:41] steelsoulfairy: idk.. maybe in her book??
[18:42] steelsoulfairy: i am kind to those who are kind to me.. *shrug*
[18:42] ImDrJanItor: Seriously.
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[18:45] pin the branches: I hope you're fucking happy. I hope you're all fucking happy with yourselves.
[18:45] pin the branches: I hope you're fucking happy. I hope you're all fucking happy with yourselves.
[18:46] steelsoulfairy: I just wish you'd actually listen instead of getting defensive.. *shrug*
[18:46] laurahonest2008: Liz quit cussing at us
[18:46] steelsoulfairy: please
[18:46] laurahonest2008: you start cussing at us everytime you get upset
[18:46] pin the branches: Fine. I'll be nice and polite like you people haven't.
[18:46] laurahonest2008: and it is old
[18:46] pin the branches: As soon as I'm able I'm submitting my appeal. You're rid of me. CELEBRATE.
[18:47] laurahonest2008: you have been able to appeal for over 2 months
[18:47] laurahonest2008: stop saying "as soon as"
[18:48] laurahonest2008: we don't want to drive you off, we just wish you would at least try to talk without capslocking and cussing
[18:48] pin the branches: I feel I have tried, previously. Maybe not a lot recently, but I have tried. And I've gotten nothing in return.
[18:48] pin the branches: I can barely even see what I'm typing right now because you two have me crying so hard.
[18:49] laurahonest2008: all i have seen in this chat is you cussing at us
[18:49] pin the branches: And it sucks, because I know there are, or I guess were, people who did like having me around.
[18:49] steelsoulfairy: is it only bad when "we" have you crying??
[18:49] steelsoulfairy: it doesn't seem to bother you when you upset one of us
[18:49] pin the branches: Do you ever stop?
[18:49] laurahonest2008: we don't want to make you cry, that wasn't event he intent
[18:49] steelsoulfairy: do you?
[18:49] laurahonest2008: we just wanted you to stop acting like an army officer
[18:49] pin the branches: Obviously yes, if I'm leaving.
[18:49] pin the branches: Just stop please
[18:49] pin the branches: stop
[18:50] steelsoulfairy: you stop
[18:50] steelsoulfairy: again it's an order
[18:50] steelsoulfairy: you don't get it.. you don't understand how other people feel.. how I feel.. or how I felt when I read your lj entry. and yes I've read it..
[18:51] steelsoulfairy: I just really wish I understood
[18:51] steelsoulfairy: I'm not saying this to be mean.. I just don't honestly understand..
[18:51] pin the branches: Right now, I honestly don't know if you're capable of not saying things to be mean
[18:52] steelsoulfairy: I'm very capable. However I do speak my mind. And when I brought up the ordering thing.. I was honestly talking about Ing.. because I wasn't paying attention to chat when I guess you did it too. I didn't see that..
[18:53] steelsoulfairy: And I've since talked to Ing about it.. and commented to her entry about it in the common room. I wasn't even going to say anything else about it to be honest
That's all so far. I will add more as needed.