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well its be an awful long time since i've updated this thing. for a while i just didnt care to, i almost wanted to keep everything a secret. i dont know, just lately ive felt like ive had to write again. beware as this may be a loooong entry. so school ended, i really miss it so far. i miss seeing some certain people(some unexpectingly missing, dining hall food, work for only a 5 hour shift, always being around people and always doing something, someone always there to talk to, and this hope for a great summer waiting for me. while i miss school, this summer has not been bad. i've been working sooo much lately, like 30 hours a week, which is a lot for me considering my shifts are all 8 or 10 hours. im working like 4-5 days a week, depending on whos on vacation that week. so the girls that are there remind me why i hate shelton at times. theres amy who i love to work with but i never get to cause we work on opposite days. then theres katherine, she talks more than anyone ive ever met. shes one of the new girls, there actually all new but amy, and she just wants to know everything. and then there kristin who seemed really sweet. and these girls just talk about each other so much behind their backs and it just reminded me of high school and these vicious girls and i miss working with jesse and diana. speaking of jesse, i saw her the other day at the ice cream shoppe. shes been working a lot at ruby's, i want to go visit her there. so aside from work, i decided to make this summer productive and do things ive never done before. i painted and redid my room all by myself at my dads house, and it looks so much better. me and ali are planning on doing a minitriathalon in august, im going to cancun soon, im learning to drive stick shift, and possibly take a road trip with the baba. besides from working and getting things done, ivve seen the girls, not as much as i would have liked, but we still have a lot of time. gina, lisa, alli, tine, and dan came in to sass one night and then the next night we all went to what used to be rhapsody and just talked and hung out and with meghan too that night. it was nice to see her again. i miss them. that was the last i saw of them, they went to the movies last week, but i was working so i couldnt go. lisas doing hurricanes this summer, so it will be hard to see her cause shell be there all weekends, which is like when all my time off is. ive actually seen alli besides that because we go running from time to time, which we need to go more. the other girls, we went to the beach one day with them, both during the day and at night. and i also went out with lauren and catheryn to get ice cream the other day. it was laurens birthday on saturday too. were gonna go to a strip club this summer for her to celebrate. they have prom this weekend, and they all have hot pink dresses, i want to go see them all dressed up but i have to work unless theyre all set before i go in at 5. and im sure ill also see pictures. as for others.... nicole went back to school today, i didnt get to see her, i wanted to. i called her firday but lost service and then forgot to call back, but it would have been nice to see her. and i want to see other people too like chris and bridget and some others. i miss people from school. things are just kinda strange. just because i havent been here with these people for the past 8 months, i feel like i missed a lot and the swimmer girls were all still together and it just feels different with them. and with the others its like we have so much to catch up on, i miss them, and while i was at school, it was like we were all busy with our own lives to keep in contact constantly, now we really have no excuse. so i just want to see them more this week, and i should be able to cause im not working any nights but friday, so i can see them the rest of the nights. me and alli decided were gonna have a giant movie night this week and start in the afternoon. and stephs coming down to be with dan for a few days, itll be nice to see her again. tomorrow i have off from work, im not sure what im gonna do, probably give tghe girls a call. tine got a job, i havent talked to her in a week, i'm not even sure what it is. i'm such a bad friend. things here are the same, but so different. everythigns exactly how i left it but totally not at the same time. i'm sure you understand. so if youre reading this and i havent talked to you in a while, i miss you and sorry im so shitty at keeping in contact. I would like to cause this summer is gonna be great. till the next time i need to get something out, best