why? not totally sure...
i am slowly going insane. i feel as if i am going to throw up and explode. i feel iritable, bored, lonely, down, confused, and who knows what else. i don't want to think about much at the moment, i just want to be happy right now. i came home from indiana today mostly so i wouldn't be alone all day. but it looks like that might happen anyway. i feel like something bad is going to happen if i don't find something to do....