can't sleep...so fuck you...!

Aug 25, 2003 00:32

can't sleep...i want something....but i don't know what...
classes start soon..i need to go purchase my books...
not happy...not sad....just here...doing nothing..
the beginning of eternity...and the end of time.......the letter e...
do as i say...not as i do......what a horrible saying...
stop talking....stop talking to me....you annoy me with your stupid mouthing off...i don't care what you're saying...i hate people like you...i hate all people....leave me alone...
i want to cry in my bed...
i want to do something...
i just can't help but feel so lame
failure...
i wish i was cool...i wish i had super powers...i wish i could fly...i wish i was good at something....
no i sure as hell don't...i'd rather sit in the back...not be noticed...
i don't know...i'm not thinking clear tonight....
i am not thinking...
by not being afraid...you can accomplish a lot....fear is what holds you back...
i want to be held...by you....you that girl...that girl i like....but you don't exist...
bleh...i need sleep...

i talked to richard...i'm upset...but a happy upset...ha...i dunno...it doesn't mix too well with the way i was feelin earlier...part of me says fuck it...part of me says fuck....part of me doesn't give a shit....i don't give a shit...
how can you do such a thing
you are what i hate
you are sick
don't talk to me
how could i have ever had feelings for you...
is this what you meant...is this your problem..
ha
i don't care
i don't care about you
oh god...thats just fucked up....
move on to another one
it doesn't matter
aw man....just no one TALK to me
just piss OFF....richard just says to be the full blown asshole...and just get the whole out in the open...but oh no...i'm more of an asshole than that...i'm gonna wait until you feel better....then it will be MY turn to rub it in your face you son of a bitch...
and the funny thing....i knew.....i knew it would happen...i could see it then...i knew i'd hear about it...ha....bitch...

eh.....fuck fuck fuck fuck
what a great fuckin word don't you fuckin think so?!
.............................fuck..
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