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[jetarooski]

i was walkin in the hall....and i passed by a door...i saw a girl...long black hair...real dark....and she had blue eyes...i kind of froze....then she saw that i was lookin at her and i made a weird face and kept walkin.....went to the restroom and relieved myself and walked past the door again...and it was like she was waitin for me to pass by again....she was starin me down as soon as i came into view...she looked at me and her face seemed to say...take me..take me right now.....she had that faint smile and it made me feel all weird...i dunno......i feel dumb for feeling that way...cause in class i thought if i would see her again...like i would really do anything right...ha....but you know...thoughts wonder...and mine did....i'd like to see her...to see if i read her expressions right...cause there could have been someone behind me...and she could just be makin faces at random people in the hall....i do feel that the odds of her actually finding me attractive are low...but it doesn't mean i can't see her in the hall or something....she was really pretty....

other than that...i feel pretty bad..
i've been pondering if i should make my journal friends only....or disable anonymous posting.....i'm gettin annoyed by it...anonymous people saying they care...or they love me..or blah blah blah....you're anonymous....you're a stranger...i hate you cause i don't know you...you say that stuff....but won't tell me who you are...then why say things if i don't even know who they are coming from.....so...i'm disabling anonymous posting...because your anonymous comments keep me up at night...