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So today didn't turn out the way I was planning. No picnic and no lake. Derik's mom called, appearantly something was freaking her out , and he had to come home TODAY. So Mom left with Sarah and him this morning around 11. Meanwhile I'm left all alone in this house, unable to stop my brain from going around in circles.
So I randomly decided to go on a walk. And ended up doing so for nearly 2 hrs. Ending up at Audny's house... but she was either asleep or gone because neither of her parents seemed to know where she was.
So i sat in the grass for a while, sweating, hungry and dying of thirst, but too... i don't know... to get up and move. Finally I headed back, stopped at the library...but it was closed...
When i finally got home I went directly into the shower with all my clothes on, and almost with my cell phone in my pocket, that water was friggin' cold.
I have yet to really eat anything today, and that nectarine will not hold me over for much longer.
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I really don't know what's wrong with me.