being distant...
"Chasing Cars" - Snow Patrol
"Let's waste time,
chasing cars
around our heads,
i need your grace
to remind me
to find my own
If i lay here,
if i just lay here,
would you lie with me?
and just for get the world?
forget what we're told,
before we get too old,
show me a garden that's bursting into life"
I basically can't function at all without the structure of school, I just don't know how to do it. Without obligations I simply watch TV all day, even though i have a dozen other things I should be doing. So i basically slack off all day and then spend the evening thinking about all the things I could have done.
Anyway "Chasing Cars" has basically become my theme song. For some reason it makes me remember all these random moments in my life.
Laying on my back in the grass, Mike doing the same, looking up into the endless blue sky
Riding in the backseat, driving through the country as the telephone poles wizz by, wandering why i felt like i was missing something
Staring up at the stars, winter making my breath curl up around my face
Singing along with Kate to this song as we walked down the hospital hallway, realizing for the first time in years, i had true friends
That night I held her hand. Knowing that being with her would be all i would ever have. The moment i realized...that's what i'm living on...
I makes me think... about how all I want to do...is just lay with her...and just forget the world...
"Let's waste time,
chasing cars
around our heads,
i need your grace
to remind me
to find my own
If i lay here,
if i just lay here,
would you lie with me?
and just for get the world?
forget what we're told,
before we get too old,
show me a garden that's bursting into life"
I basically can't function at all without the structure of school, I just don't know how to do it. Without obligations I simply watch TV all day, even though i have a dozen other things I should be doing. So i basically slack off all day and then spend the evening thinking about all the things I could have done.
Anyway "Chasing Cars" has basically become my theme song. For some reason it makes me remember all these random moments in my life.
Laying on my back in the grass, Mike doing the same, looking up into the endless blue sky
Riding in the backseat, driving through the country as the telephone poles wizz by, wandering why i felt like i was missing something
Staring up at the stars, winter making my breath curl up around my face
Singing along with Kate to this song as we walked down the hospital hallway, realizing for the first time in years, i had true friends
That night I held her hand. Knowing that being with her would be all i would ever have. The moment i realized...that's what i'm living on...
I makes me think... about how all I want to do...is just lay with her...and just forget the world...