I've never felt worse in my life.
Alcohol, Nyquil, nothing will keep me asleep. I haven't ever had these kind of problems sleeping. A month ago I think I felt physically as good as I ever had in my life, now I feel the absolute worst I ever have. Stress and anxiety, a bad mattress, its all fucking me in the head (and the back). I've never missed this many classes either. I just can't get myself out of bed when I have had so little sleep. I'm mainly just fucking pissed because as I was starting to feel good mentally, but now my body has completely betrayed me and I have the physical and emotional effects of that.