i've built it strong
today was a long day, it always seems to happen on sunday though. i had jasons confermation party at grams house, i hitched a ride with vicky. i woke up pretty early for the weekend and started packing justin up so he could sleep late. he left here around 2 and got back up to school at 5. he'll be back next weekend for the wedding. i have loads of work to do for tomorrow but i am exhausted and have a headache i will have to do it anyway. i am probably going to walk to school for the next couple of days, we have a chance of rain tomorrow but it's not going to kill me. although this work might... i talked to my dad today about stuff, which was upsetting as it always is when we talk about "that". they ask for advice that i cannot supply, at least i don't feel the need to choose sides. this is making quitting smoking extremely difficult. i feel like i need to go for a long drive but gas prices are killing me with no job. everyone keeps telling me not to worry about looking for a job until everything with school and the wedding and my family calms down. yet they offer no financial assistance in that advice. but i think i'll take it anyway, there's just too much time i would need off in may if i did.