May 05, 2007 23:59
I regret everything I said to ever make her feel like she was something special, or that she ever really mattered. Or did she ever really matter?
It's midnight's late reminder of the loss of her, the one I love... My will to quickly end it all set front row in my need to fall.
At the edge of the bar sat a girl named doris and ooh that girl looked nice. Well he cast his eyes upon her and the trouble soon began...
Don’t give up... It’s just the hurt that you hide. When you’re lost inside I’ll be there to find you.
Can't you see it's over, because you're the God of a shrinking universe.
The stars are blazing like rebel diamonds cut out of the sun when you read my mind.
Remember me? I used to be your best time buddy that you couldn't wait to see, but getting old it takes a toll and hearts getting broken lead to people growing cold.
I try to laugh about it. Cover it all up with lies. I try and laugh about it, hiding the tears in my eyes.
Their words mostly noises, ghosts with just voices. Your words in my memory are like music to me.
Lines ever more unclear. Not sure I'm even here. The more I look the more I think that I'm starting to disappear.
Stand out on the edge of the earth. Dive into the center of fate. Walk right in the sight of a gun. Look into the new future's face.
I've been walking, you've been hiding, and you look half dead half the time. Monitoring you, like machines do...