I just figured it out, my life is completley pointless =D
I love being treated like this...from everyone...like I'm the Bubonic Plague (sp?) or something. Warning, if you come anywhere near me, I'll most likely cause you total shit. So you might as well stay away. What the fuck. You might as well just tell me that I TOTALLY SUCK AT LIFE, instead of fucking hinting it. I guess I got my hopes WAY to fucking high. I guess I'm just fucking stuck here. Going absolutley no where with my life, with absolutley no one, with absolutley no purpose. So honestly, why not just let me do what I want. No matter what, I'm not going to satisfy anyone, or myself. Fck life and all of it's elements. I've already failed enough, I've already dissappointed enough people, I've already caused enough stupid drama shit, might as well make it FUN in the process of doing more. Let's all face it, I'm not changing, I don't care where my life is headed, and I'm not happy ANYWHERE I GO.
WHY CAN'T ANYONE FUCKING REALIZE THIS?
What the fuck, I'm done. This shit is so gay, and it should die for being so retarded. Derogatory terms are my friend when I'm pissed. Okay. Bye.