wake up

[jesvamp]

I just realized how close I am getting to leaving the safety of my house, and going to the unknown territory of a college dorm room living with someone that i don't even know. I have 26 days roughly to get all of my stuff done that I need to get done before I leave. There are still friends that I have to say bye to, and some that I just want to see again. All this would be so much easier if I had my own car. I move out of my comfort zone the 28th of this month. If anyone that reads this has any guidance it all would be greatly appreciated. I guess that my main problem is that for almost 18 years I haven't been away from my family for more than a week and its just kinda scary that I might not see them for extended periods of time. Another one of my major fears is that I get stuck with a roommate that is all into pink and is all preppy. For anyone that doesn't know me i hate pink and i tend to lean more to the goth/punk side of the spectrum. I would try it but I would most likey end up hurting the person.
Well anyway on a better note I am cutting off all my hair like I have been wanting to for a long time now. My hair goes to about the middle of my back and its getting cut up to the middle of my neck. Thats going to be a giant change.
Instead of rambling more I think I will end it here for tonight. I'll let everyone know of anymore developments in my life later.