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im so sick and tired of all the crap that goes on because all it does is just bring my walk with god to a low and then life sucks i miss my ex girlfriend who i could talk about jesus with her all day long but now she's changed and is hanging around drugies and i refuse to go down the same road im just so frustrated because my walk with my savior s going downhill and fast Shelly (my ex) helped me get back on track but then we broke up because our own relationship was getting in the way with our relationship with god and then i got back on track but now i dont know what is going on because i have noone to talk to anymore because there is noone here ethan is gone shelly is gone i have noone to talk to about my spiritual matters and to add on to it all my mother is constantly nagging me and telling me that a real christian wouldn't do that. the church here where i live just isn't good and i miss my church so so so much that it is affecting the way i even live my life now i need someone to talk to and thats all maybe even a girl who i can have a relationship with a pure one that isn't all rapped up into the world i dont really know right now im so confused if anyone wants to talk then go right on ahead and i know that im just rambling on about stuff but ahhhh i dont know i gtrg i have work to go to