Forgive me for NOW I MUST sin...
It's not that late tonight, but still much of the same. Incoherent thoughts running rampid...sporadically interchanging amongst clouds of various types of smoke. I think my mouth is swelling. But from what? I don't even know...that's sad. I want to sleep. Again, it's early, but I want to sleep. I keep getting these emails. They're fantastic. They make me feel...good. "Good" is a peaceful feeling. I guess they make me feel peaceful too then. More A + B shit. Wow. Numbers. Crazy things. I was looking today, guessing even...you could say. I couldn't see anything. I found nothing. Nothing to say. Nothing to watch. I have to work late tomorrow. Twirl - twirling throughout 2 different worlds again. One on the brink of insanity, and one despisingly normal. The funny thing is, I don't remember when I twirl through the normal world. People just tell me about it. Kinda weird. I think I'm going to fall. Good thing I'm sitting down. Maybe I'll just lean my head up against this wall here. Yes...that is what I'll do. Much better. No, I lied. Not really any better at all. How could you smoke ultra light cigarettes? Why smoke at all? Shh, the bell is ringing. Time to begin. And here we go. I think my cat is near death. Either that or as healthy as he'll ever be. I can't really tell. That LJ icon of Danny Carey really needs to go or something. It doesn't even look like him. I can barely even tell what it is. Ugly faced blak man? I think it would be fun to go to the zoo and live like one of them...THEM! BAH!! Get them away! I have a new bed. It's freaking comfortable. Why won't it let me sleep in it? Cause it was too expensive and it's mad at me for spending so much? Maybe it's just because it's cold in that room at all times and it's mad that I don't give it proper warmth. I'm not sure. If I were to bet, I'd go with the latter. And I would bet too, but I doubt there would be any takers. Well??? Are there?? Anyone want to make that bet with me? Red light, green light. Yellow? Blue? I think I stapled my hand today. I have two little puncture holes in my hand resembling a staple that weren't there yesterday..were they? Anyway, I don't actually recall stapling my hand, but I also don't remember getting up and going to work this morning so who knows? Does anyone remember that time that I drove through the forrest expecting to see some fucking trees and came up completely empty? Why ask questions in an LJ? It's like a letter. Delayed responses to these questions are pretty useless by the time I see them because I probably won't be wondering the same things at that time...that is, of course, if I were to get any responses at all. Wawa. Fun word. There are people going there right now. I crave a hoagie. If only I could eat without violent pains in the abdomen area. That would be AWESOME!! Like...throw a party and actually have fun kind of AWESOME! Nevertheless, I am without such luck. But it's cool though. I'm actually kind of glad not to eat a lot. It's cheaper than, well...eating and I'm never full. I fucking hate being full. Hands down one of the worst physical feelings that I can think of. Now people are sleeping. But these aren't even people that live here. Maybe they shouldn't be sleeping here. This house looks like the kind of place where there was some crazy partying all night and everyone collectively passed out. But no, my Brother isn't even here, and these people are just...sleeping. Pure and simple. It's only a little after 1. What the fuck is going on? More questions. Anime. I hate that anime. Bad thing to think about. So let us pray...Dear Father, Please grant me the strength not to think about just how much I fucking HATE ANIME!!! Thank you and goodnite.............