Emotionally distressed
Well I haven't been on the computer since last Sunday. It's kind of weird but it's not weird in a bad way. Like I have less to worry about and stuff. Right now I'm really stressed. Only Sarah, Samantha, and Steve (later tonight) are going to know why. I probably won't be on the computer much after I post this also. The whole Kaiser thing and my friends taking shots at me has really showed me the nature of people and how easy it is to lie if it's excepted in your group of friends.
For the last week I've been in a groggy, si(c), and disconnected mood. I've watched the fighting on live journal go on without being a part of it for a while. It still pisses me off though. I was cool with Jack, and defiantly with Laura and now it seems that because of one person everyone has turned against me. It doesn’t piss me off but I've realized why it's being done.
The whole time it's been happening it never dawned on me. Every time I've talked to Tara she has told me how what I did to Devin was wrong and how I took it too far. My thoughts are that this is just some scheme to turn people against me. If it is in all aspects a scheme of those measurements and proportions then please, don't give up. You'll win eventually...
Shit right now I'm so out of it none of this probably makes sense but yeah...that's all I have to say....
Chuch
Shit Box
P.S. There is a 36 minute recording of Sexcopter Rul that is funny as shit. I you want it you can download it for your lisning pleasure -------> HERE!
For the last week I've been in a groggy, si(c), and disconnected mood. I've watched the fighting on live journal go on without being a part of it for a while. It still pisses me off though. I was cool with Jack, and defiantly with Laura and now it seems that because of one person everyone has turned against me. It doesn’t piss me off but I've realized why it's being done.
The whole time it's been happening it never dawned on me. Every time I've talked to Tara she has told me how what I did to Devin was wrong and how I took it too far. My thoughts are that this is just some scheme to turn people against me. If it is in all aspects a scheme of those measurements and proportions then please, don't give up. You'll win eventually...
Shit right now I'm so out of it none of this probably makes sense but yeah...that's all I have to say....
Chuch
Shit Box
P.S. There is a 36 minute recording of Sexcopter Rul that is funny as shit. I you want it you can download it for your lisning pleasure -------> HERE!