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i am out of my fucking mind i have never been so fucked up ever this weekend i just kept prgressing of getting more and more fucked up all the days are blended together or somthing friday i guess well i dont even fucking know wat happend friday i know at some point at tht night i went into raleys and stole three boxes of triple c and then saturday morning i stole the last thee and i dont really remember wat happend saturday either it was the first time i ever blacked out and i felt like i was melting cause i was on so much triple c then sunday tyler was like dying and then alot of things happend somehow i drank a lot of beer and more triple c and then went home woth daviud and then matt came there i guess i called him and told him to meet me at amador and he was waiting there for like an hour and then called davids or somthing i dunno really and then i guess today or well its like almost three so i guess yesterday was mondayu and that day was crazy matt took triple c and then i was like fuck that im not taking triple c ever again cause i realized how much it fucked with my head and i become an asshole somtimes on it and so does david and matt freaks out and at some point i remember esther being a bitch to me so i decide not to take it n e more and then an hour later i found a box and took 14 and matt ended up taking some more either and yea i was going crazy then we went to raleys and i stole a bottle of puckers and me and matt drank it all david didnt drink for some reason and im confused about how two people drank a whole bottle of ne thing especially leight weights and didnt get sick but owell and i had like an epiphany at some point today which was cool and then i got on the bus at some point and got off at safe way and wondered around there for an hour trying to find more alcohol and then i did and then on the way home i fucking dropped it and i was so upset i couldnt believe it so i was standing in the street throwing the glass at the ground and then i think a car almost hit me so i ran home for some reason and yea i dont think im going to skool i cant feel my face