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its been a while. a long while. one moment life was complete chaos, the typical cliche- sex, drugs and rock n roll. hah. and then, over night, my life became paying for rent on time, ridding myself of supposed friends, and not really remembering the last time i got obliviously and deliciously shit faced. i do yearn for those days where i could drink with no end in sight, proceed to puke the life out of me (no pun intended) and do it all over again within a few hours. now, i no longer partake in the incredibly obnoxious and euphoric acts of my peers. i can only observe. alcohol doesnt taste the same. drugs dont give me that same high. i call this...adulthood. my life is officially over and i havent even hit college yet. all i want now is to puke.
there are some perks that come with this thing we call adulthood (despite what you may think, im not nearly as bitter as i come off to be). though the more you live, the more social darwinism you encounter (which, nonetheless means less and less and less and less and less and less friends), there are those that remain. the strongest of the strong. those are the only ones you need. its been nice to be able to point and say, "fuck you, i dont need you. and you in the black shirt. and you over there in the corner. and, ah, yes, you too"
ive even disowned my parents. fuck you all. my future husband, who i get the pleasure of waking up to in the wee hours of the morning, my roomate/sister, and a very select few are my family.
egh, ill finish this rant later.
"where's the beast?"
"in her lair"
"did you look at me like that for a look of approval for being witty?"
"yes"
there are some perks that come with this thing we call adulthood (despite what you may think, im not nearly as bitter as i come off to be). though the more you live, the more social darwinism you encounter (which, nonetheless means less and less and less and less and less and less friends), there are those that remain. the strongest of the strong. those are the only ones you need. its been nice to be able to point and say, "fuck you, i dont need you. and you in the black shirt. and you over there in the corner. and, ah, yes, you too"
ive even disowned my parents. fuck you all. my future husband, who i get the pleasure of waking up to in the wee hours of the morning, my roomate/sister, and a very select few are my family.
egh, ill finish this rant later.
"where's the beast?"
"in her lair"
"did you look at me like that for a look of approval for being witty?"
"yes"