blue moon, you saw me standing alone, without a dream in my heart and a love of my own
went on a date today.
we had a picnic.
we laughed a lot..
and laid around in the grass too..
it went swell..
hes a really nice guy...
and so ill probably never call him again...
went to hang out after the date...
took the hour train ride again...
third time that day..
(silly hopes of enlightenment)..
i thought it was time for becky to get what she deserves...
i cant believe i got through customs with it...
i hope she enjoys...
the time there went swell...
until it was just the 5 of us left..
3, really..
funny how much different a person can be around other people...
...
i couldnt ignore my feelings screaming "annoyances!" any longer..
and so i got some tea..
and flattery...
and was off...
to the waters of oblivion...
brighten beach isnt as bad as it seems...
sometimes...
sometimes everythings not as bad as it seems...
right?
charged with indecent exposure...
trespassing...
and swimming without a lifeguard...
but then they were dropped...
and we laughed...
and laughed...
and laughed....
hours following consisted of insanity...
"you should try to follow your sanity down the subway map."...
"it'd be the shortest line, dear."...
and we laughed...
talks of jesus and the church...
the world being beautiful and corrupt...
meheekaaanooo...
"can i walk with you two?"...
"no. fuck off."...
love/compassion/feelings/caring...
^lack of...
sandy shower and a chewed off fingernail later i am left with nothing but this:...
a memory..
and a full mooon
we had a picnic.
we laughed a lot..
and laid around in the grass too..
it went swell..
hes a really nice guy...
and so ill probably never call him again...
went to hang out after the date...
took the hour train ride again...
third time that day..
(silly hopes of enlightenment)..
i thought it was time for becky to get what she deserves...
i cant believe i got through customs with it...
i hope she enjoys...
the time there went swell...
until it was just the 5 of us left..
3, really..
funny how much different a person can be around other people...
...
i couldnt ignore my feelings screaming "annoyances!" any longer..
and so i got some tea..
and flattery...
and was off...
to the waters of oblivion...
brighten beach isnt as bad as it seems...
sometimes...
sometimes everythings not as bad as it seems...
right?
charged with indecent exposure...
trespassing...
and swimming without a lifeguard...
but then they were dropped...
and we laughed...
and laughed...
and laughed....
hours following consisted of insanity...
"you should try to follow your sanity down the subway map."...
"it'd be the shortest line, dear."...
and we laughed...
talks of jesus and the church...
the world being beautiful and corrupt...
meheekaaanooo...
"can i walk with you two?"...
"no. fuck off."...
love/compassion/feelings/caring...
^lack of...
sandy shower and a chewed off fingernail later i am left with nothing but this:...
a memory..
and a full mooon