May 23, 2005 16:30
I don't understand why it took me so long to update. Nothing has really happened. SSDD. Well somethings have. I went with my best fiends to see Star Wars opening night. That was GREAT. Yes. I loved it. And my plan is to see it at least once a week until it stops playing. And I....I, thats it. 13/14 days left of school. Shouldn't I be happy? I'm not. I mean I could be but my emotions tend to fuck with me. I guess I'm happy but, I don't know. I went to a "show" saturday. Well I hung outside with some totally badical kids. And I'm not saying this to be nice, they were cool. And of course I was with my best fiends in the world. Seriously though I love those ladies. Pretty much everyone was great. I met some GRAND people. And I'm not being sarcastic. And now it is Monday. It sucked. I have a "massive" headace. Fuck I'm such a complainer. The good thing about today was I'm FINALLY getting my FBTMOF hoodie. And I think I am the only person who buys hoodies when they live in "the valley" [I'm like hella a valley girl]where it's at least 95degrees all summer. Fuck it. FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT AND FUCK YOU!
Oh but back to my day. It sucked. I love my boys though. They're extremely beautiful. It's a good thing. And what else I know I have more to say. So maybe I don't.
"The carnival's glossy ghosts,zebra-painted horses parade,the cotton candy prostitutes,caramel apple corpses singing,Just this way to the neon orange gallows! Tonight we tie noose around the killer's collar! Watch him play his wind pipe organ! Just five dollars to see a face explode, to see a man strung up by his throat. Come one,come all! If you look close enough you'll see death's machinery exposed. So won't you hold me closer,just one more minute,until the execution's over? Won't you behead another,c'mon we're waiting,won't you shock and entertain us? The hangman selling tickets to the sparkling death scene. Tonight we watch the rope choke a conscience clean. See it up close,see it in person! Your lips spun like revolving house doors as the hush kisses at our neck nape. Any final words for your loving audience? says the man with the dazzling sapphire cape. So won't you hold me closer,just one more minute until the execution's over? Won't you behead another,c'mon we're waiting,won't you shock and entertain us? Until the end of the world? Snap,snap,snap goes the neck. Rah, rah, rah! the audience. Black, black, black goes his face. The sky spreads like thighs inside lace"