Apr 28, 2005 15:56
I haven't been myself lately, and it's starting to freak me out. It's like i'm hiding something from every single person i'm talking to, or else it feels like they're ignoring me...
Carmen has been biting my frikken head off since we started this stupid english project. She won't let me do anything. And i'd accept the fact that she's better at computer stuff than i am if she would just be somewhat nice about it. Everyone else has been obsessing over these auditions that i don't even care about. And even if noone says it, it's obvious that they all think were better than eachother. There's more but I have like no free time as it is.
Basically, I have entirely lost my will to get up in the morning. As of today, where I didn't get up at all. Nothing seems to matter at the moment, I have nothing to look forward to, and the weather is effing freezing. Not to mention my homework. Hopefully things get better, with, well, everything.