Life! The Eternally Mundane, Boring Nature of It.
I am about tired of riding my scooter and yet the winter approaches again, this will make my 3rd go around for the winter. I am now a Cashier/CSM at Wal-mart, better known as the lifesucker. I am ready for school to start back but I am not even sure I am going to be able to handle it. I have so much trouble sleeping. Tomorrow I need to get in touch with Dr. Lawrence. I need to do that in the morning so that I can be ready for my probation meeting with Jamie. I have an alcohol class to attend to tomorrow. Natalia still hasn't called me again from where she left. Lindsays' bitch ass still owes me money and I imagine Carla will be paying me tomorrow. I need to pay my bills.
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This little trailer isn't getting any more uncrowded. I still have tons of junk and when I finally rid myself of some of it, I usually take on more. I wished I were normal and above average. My old buddy in Kansas has never saw me that way. I need to grow up and stop being such a goddamn baby. Move on, stop living in the past in the deep water of regret. I need to start writing again. So much I need to do yet I still can't really find the way to function normally. Krystal stopped coming by again and Autumn started dating Frank. I wished I made friends more easily...but my personality is just to intense. Oh well.
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My love life consists of nothing. I can't believe I don't really even chat w/ anyone on the computer anymore. What a crazy life. Mundane, boring without a break in the clouds in sight. Time to go to Ingles and buy stuff. Fun Fun, maybe I will finally get the courage up to read all of my Facebook msgs w/o feeling a sense of dread before opening them...then again...maybe not.
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This little trailer isn't getting any more uncrowded. I still have tons of junk and when I finally rid myself of some of it, I usually take on more. I wished I were normal and above average. My old buddy in Kansas has never saw me that way. I need to grow up and stop being such a goddamn baby. Move on, stop living in the past in the deep water of regret. I need to start writing again. So much I need to do yet I still can't really find the way to function normally. Krystal stopped coming by again and Autumn started dating Frank. I wished I made friends more easily...but my personality is just to intense. Oh well.
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My love life consists of nothing. I can't believe I don't really even chat w/ anyone on the computer anymore. What a crazy life. Mundane, boring without a break in the clouds in sight. Time to go to Ingles and buy stuff. Fun Fun, maybe I will finally get the courage up to read all of my Facebook msgs w/o feeling a sense of dread before opening them...then again...maybe not.