life
i really dont know what to do anymore. there is nothing in my life thats the same anymore except im getting fucked over by the same person for the 1millionth time. what a big suprise. i kindof miss school. i want to move to south haven. were buying a house there soon. were renting one in august. i went there today. its only 1.5 hours away but it feels way farther and i like that. its so different, but in a good way. im sick of jackson. im sick of everyone im constantly surrounded by. they dont do any good for me. and the ones that did make fun of me with the ones i still do talk too. its just all really fucked up. i feel better finally talking about it even if no one else pays the least bit of attention. i guess i deserve all of this though because "im a whore and did this to everyone else first"
whatever
im already over it
whatever
im already over it