i hate you all
yea, honestly i think life is utter bullshit! Everyone can go burn in hell!!!! Im so blah and i dont even kno why i feel like so shitty...eerrrr this whole new thing im trying...(writing down ur feelins and not w.e.) well its not f'in workin..i just wnana f'in stab someone in the face! i swear this is all a bunch of bullshit! today was the worst day ever and i dont think i can take another day like this....im sorrie everyone im such a f'in disappointment. if u dont kno yet i mess everything up! i mean everything...im not good for n e thing...i honestly wonder sometimes why im still f'in alive...but theres nothing i can do about that cuz i have a great boyfriend(i love you hunnie!) and i gots shannon and robin and heather..so i guess theres some good things but i cant help but still feel like shit...why am i so broken and scared and geeze wut am i so scared of? why am i so "emo" all the f'in time? i need some f'in answers ppl! and i kno no one can give me them but still...how come i gotta be like this? how come i can be f'in normal? this isnt the first time ive felt like this...lets try i feel like this every fricken day..i mean wow yesterday nite was the greatest! i was so happy...wut the hell happened? w.e im done "writing out my feelings"..its all bullshit ne ways....
FA-Q YOU ALL!
(p.s. i dont mean to be like and i even try really hard not to be cuz i dont like to be like this)
FA-Q YOU ALL!
(p.s. i dont mean to be like and i even try really hard not to be cuz i dont like to be like this)