Hey you, out there in the cold..
Today just totally sucked completely and entirely. I had to go to my psychologist, which blew. It just got me depressed and in a bad mood. They're good there, they convince people that they have diseases. Then I had 6 and a half grueling hours of work, which luckily went by fast. I was reading Queen of the Damned, because well....it was the only book around at the moment. It's not too bad though. Never will it compare to The Vampire Lestat, and Interview With the Vampire.
Eh. So you know that feeling...you know...when you feel like..you're to tired to set goals for yourself anymore, because everything and anything you had ever wanted to do was taken away from you....you weren't allowed to because of this and that...and you feel robbed of life, that leaves a feeling of emptiness in your stomache and rots in the pit of your soul....yeah that feeling totally blows.
And Mike is a fucking asshole. He's talking to Shandi again, that fucking bitch. I honestly don't want to have anything to do with her, because I'm sick and tired of her crap. And as far as I'm concerned, if he's friends with her, he's not friends with me. So long dickhead.
And I'm being drug tested so no more drugs. Matt is quitting too because he's just that awesome and isn't an asshole or anything. It's gonna be five months with me and him soon...which is one less than half a year :). He's so amazing, honestly he's the only person I know I can trust, and like...Shit happens..but..we work things out every time. He's the best boyfriend I've ever had, and probobly ever will have. And his peepee puts everyone else's to shame. :).
Eh. So you know that feeling...you know...when you feel like..you're to tired to set goals for yourself anymore, because everything and anything you had ever wanted to do was taken away from you....you weren't allowed to because of this and that...and you feel robbed of life, that leaves a feeling of emptiness in your stomache and rots in the pit of your soul....yeah that feeling totally blows.
And Mike is a fucking asshole. He's talking to Shandi again, that fucking bitch. I honestly don't want to have anything to do with her, because I'm sick and tired of her crap. And as far as I'm concerned, if he's friends with her, he's not friends with me. So long dickhead.
And I'm being drug tested so no more drugs. Matt is quitting too because he's just that awesome and isn't an asshole or anything. It's gonna be five months with me and him soon...which is one less than half a year :). He's so amazing, honestly he's the only person I know I can trust, and like...Shit happens..but..we work things out every time. He's the best boyfriend I've ever had, and probobly ever will have. And his peepee puts everyone else's to shame. :).