May 25, 2004 20:30
I don't know what to do without you. i don't know how to breathe without you. i don't know what living is when i don't have you to smile at me, or tell me to "shut up" in the way you do when i mention you look beautiful.
When you went out of my life it's like you ripped out my heart without any anesthetic, without even caring. since we haven't spoke i haven't slept, i cant sleep without you next to me, without the smell of you r raspberry perfume that still lingers over my pillows and reminds me of you.
i don't know how to be without you anymore. you're like my life sourse, my oxygen, i breath evey inch of you r being in and it's running in my veins and even if you are bad for me i still want more, and i always will. You're my heroin. my reason for breathing. my reason for being.
I cant lose you. I wont lose you.