sigh
gah i hate it!....im never on here anymore...therefore when i do leave some random entry, no one comments....the world has forgotten me just as i have forgotten it...being so absorbed into school and grades and CRAP that i hate!!!!!....man i hate this...today i stayed after to make up a test(i missed all the instruction for it cause i had mono and stayed home all week a couple weeks ago, i know right, ME, with mono...pff!) anyways, i failed it, but i went to drama afterwards to wait for my mom to come pick me up...AND I FEEL LIKE SUCH A FREAKIN OUTSIDER....its like im no longer one of them anymore....although, i guess i never really did fit in with you guys, but now im like totally out of the loop....and i hate it....gah and JOY got mad at me today....cause im not gonna be in theater(the class) next year, bc of HOSA....but ill still try out for the plays n all...just..i really wanna do HOSA and itll give me the rest of my PE credits...but man o man do i hate the fact that im not gonna be in the class next year...o well, no one misses me now, they wont miss me then...whatever, i hate missing out on all these things that i love bc im so busy with SCHOOL!..im wearing myself way too thin, but i cant help it, i love all my church stuff i do, i love drama, i love HOSA, and then theres school and my home life, and friends!!! (and way off in the distance-girl scouts) and i cant manage it all!!!so i miss out on all the good things cause im too busy...this sucks....
PS-if any drama people miss me(which i doubt), just to let you know, im coming to see yall at region...i havent been to any of the others cause of being sick and what not, so i guess its kind of a blessing that i didnt end up making tech for travel, cause i wouldnt have made it to alot ofstuff...but yea im coming, if my mom will be able to drive me that far... i havent forgotten bout you guys, even if yall have forgotten about me...i miss you all like crazy...yea...tear.
but on a happier note......THERE IS A NEW POPE!..... Pope Benedict XVI
im so excited...cause like all the stuff ive heard about this guy rocks....i love it!... im very confident that he will be able to fill John Paul II 's shoes... God's will is definitely being done, and the Holy Spirit has taken us in the direction He wants our church to go in! i for one am satisfied... they say hes called God's Rotwellier...i told my dad that and he said, "I think we should call him the German Shepard!"
so yea, and TNT rocked tonight, as usual...i havent been in forver and i was so glad to get back...
PS-if any drama people miss me(which i doubt), just to let you know, im coming to see yall at region...i havent been to any of the others cause of being sick and what not, so i guess its kind of a blessing that i didnt end up making tech for travel, cause i wouldnt have made it to alot ofstuff...but yea im coming, if my mom will be able to drive me that far... i havent forgotten bout you guys, even if yall have forgotten about me...i miss you all like crazy...yea...tear.
but on a happier note......THERE IS A NEW POPE!..... Pope Benedict XVI
im so excited...cause like all the stuff ive heard about this guy rocks....i love it!... im very confident that he will be able to fill John Paul II 's shoes... God's will is definitely being done, and the Holy Spirit has taken us in the direction He wants our church to go in! i for one am satisfied... they say hes called God's Rotwellier...i told my dad that and he said, "I think we should call him the German Shepard!"
so yea, and TNT rocked tonight, as usual...i havent been in forver and i was so glad to get back...