Nov 30, 2005 15:15
isnt if funny that when you talk about it with your friends and they say something you dont worry about it but when the same thing comes from one of your parents you cant believe it? yesterday my mom said something and it hit me really hard. i know it hit me because i was crying all night and thats just not like me. basically, it made me realize that i cant live without my friends. im scared to leave high school. im scared to go off to college and not no anyone. im scared to go off into the "real world." i mean when we have sleepovers and we talk about going off to college and you guys are all crying and im just sitting there laughing...i just cant cry in front of you guys. but last night i wish you guys were here because i couldnt stop. thanks for reading.
i dont really care if anyone else reads this...its for my four best friends...hopefully, they'll even read it.