goodbye summer of 2005...

[jesusfreak21]

the summer has come and gone...today was the last day of summer before i become an official junior. its sad to think that one day we were singing "build me up buttercup" at pifer's door at midnight and the next im getting ready for school to begin. i have mixed emotions about this year. part of me doesnt want to go back because this has been by far the best summer EVER! i have so many great memories to hang on to that will never ever be forgotten. then again, i want to go back to see everybody that i havent seen in like 3 months. i just want this to turn out to be a good year because last year i didnt like my classes or who was in my class. so far, my classes seem alright and lunch isnt that bad...most of my friends are in my lunch and some of my classes as well, which never happened before. this is the year where sat's take place, start thinking of a senior project, hard classes and of couse junior prom. right now, im sitting at my computer just thinking that in less than 12 hours ill be at school...thats just crazy. it amazes me that 2 years ago we were saying "oh, when we're juniors..." and now that time has finally come. we are juniors! its upsetting to think about because then in 2 more years...i'll be getting ready to go off to college. its very depressing. i know a lot of people want to get out of this valley when they graduate and they say how bad it is here...but i dont mind it. i dont want to leave.

anyways, last night steph came over around 930 and we watched the VMA's...it was pretty good. the killers were amazing and kelly clarkson definitely put on a great end show. today, steph and mandy came over and we chilled. steph taught me and mandy a lesson for school, which was greatly needed and will be used...maybe?

Goodbye Summer!