Dec 30, 2004 05:02
alright so its 5am and im awake some of you might be asking why... no its not because i had werk lastnight i dont feel well and i called out .. it is because this is the second dream in the last two in a half weeks in which my mommom clee has appeared the first dream altho i no it wasnt here intent scared the crap out of me but this one was nice and served a purpose ine the first dream i asked her what it was like to be dead and then woke up but in this dream her house that i grew up in was for sale by the couple who lived there and i asked them if wierd stuff had been going on there the lady say yes and then my mommom showed up and managed to say "i've been waiting for you" as she was saying this things started to get blurry cause i was waking up but i think at the end of that ws to let you no what you want all in all i miss my granmom so much and still am not over the shock of her not being here nor am i over the guilt i her serounding the day she died if i hadnt stopped and went right there i coulld have been there with her holding her hand comforting her through it like i was the day/night be4 these dreams i think are her way of saying let it go im all right
Margaret Z. Clee
December 2 1916 - February 9,2003
In my memories you will live on forever
In my heart is where i will keep you always
I love and miss you but its ok cause i no your in a better place
Till we meet again i love you