one.

[jesus_is_a_jew]

today has been a wonderful day.
i feel like i am ONE with him.
church was lovely.
seeing and talking with people my age was exciting.

i am letting go of it all. because i am a new person through-and-through.

during worship i teared up.
i know what it is i need to do and i plan to do so.

another thing i know i am meant to sing. i am going to start singing with the choir again. also i am going to start going to my voice lessons ans i once did.

>off subject<
one year ago i made one of the biggest mistakes i have made in my life. i don't care what you think i wish you happiness.
>random thought<

so through the service i started thinking and got very emotional. for some reason someone crossed my mind. as i went to leave he was there with open arms. :-D don't get the wrong idea, i mean it's nothing like that. but...

i miss the good old days.
i miss the one person who inspired me.

so this is me.

i am sorry if you don't like it.
but i love who i am, i don't plan on changing for anyone but him. i wish to grow and make sacrifices. live for today and never look back.

<3 love