Incomplete
Sometimes, I turn 311 on at night, and slow songs on an dance just to forget and get in my own world.
It feels good too especially when it's raining outside and the thundering.
Sometimes I feel like the only sane person, other times I feel like i'm going insane.
Despite the chaotic events, the happy and sad, I still feel alone. I just don't get it. I don't want to be that way, I don't want to feel like that neither. I guess I just long for a companion to make everything better. I feel like i'm searching for something more, self-actualization if you want to be techincal, the goal is to feel whole.
I haven't felt complete since...
yeah...
I just really miss falling asleep in his arms, how he smelt my hair, and the way i smiled at him.
I actually miss holding hands after the football game, and going to the state fair.
I miss being me.
...14 days until graduation..
UTSA rep called weds, and we talked for a long time. He was so nice, and it was a lot of fun talking to him too.
It feels good too especially when it's raining outside and the thundering.
Sometimes I feel like the only sane person, other times I feel like i'm going insane.
Despite the chaotic events, the happy and sad, I still feel alone. I just don't get it. I don't want to be that way, I don't want to feel like that neither. I guess I just long for a companion to make everything better. I feel like i'm searching for something more, self-actualization if you want to be techincal, the goal is to feel whole.
I haven't felt complete since...
yeah...
I just really miss falling asleep in his arms, how he smelt my hair, and the way i smiled at him.
I actually miss holding hands after the football game, and going to the state fair.
I miss being me.
...14 days until graduation..
UTSA rep called weds, and we talked for a long time. He was so nice, and it was a lot of fun talking to him too.