Mad
I'm glad of who I am, but part of me feels like i'm missing something extremely important in my life.
Love? Lust? Life experiences?
Probably... but it goes much deeper
I'm not happy knowing of the possibility of not graduating, that everyone has gotten into an college except for me.
I feel like i'm not good enough now
I feel like I suck at life now...
I feel like no matter how hard i've worked, everything is being tossed down the drain...
what in the hell is going on?!
Why do I feel like i'm being fucking PUNISHED?
Worst of all...I feel like i'm getting angry at God again...