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You know when suddenly you become aware of your breathing? And it's like your body forgets how to breathe involuntarily and it's all you can think about? We were learning about respiration in class today and the whole time I was like "Oh shit, I forgot how to breathe. I'm going to die." I hate that.
I started school almost a month ago. It's pretty awesome so far and I'm kinda kicking ass. NGL, I'm like one of the smartest ones in class. Ok, there's only 12 people in the whole program and most of them are older and have been out of school for like 20 years... Oh well. I like that I'm almost 24 years old and I get excited when the teacher gives us gold stars if we get an A on a test. I put them in my notebook.
I got all gung ho about losing weight and getting healthy in the beginning of January. I've lost about 18 lbs so far... but once I started school, I got lazy and started eating like a fatass again. I've actually lost about 2-3 lbs since starting school, so that's pretty good.
Also, I have a new obsession. The guy that fills the soda machines at school- aka the Pepsi Man. He's a big boy but he's cute as hell. I need a big boy in my life. Every guy I've dated has been like half my size and I'm afraid I'm going to break them. Next time he comes in I'm going to try to get a picture of him all stealth-like. Is that creepy? Probably. Him in his little shorts. Mmmm...
I started school almost a month ago. It's pretty awesome so far and I'm kinda kicking ass. NGL, I'm like one of the smartest ones in class. Ok, there's only 12 people in the whole program and most of them are older and have been out of school for like 20 years... Oh well. I like that I'm almost 24 years old and I get excited when the teacher gives us gold stars if we get an A on a test. I put them in my notebook.
I got all gung ho about losing weight and getting healthy in the beginning of January. I've lost about 18 lbs so far... but once I started school, I got lazy and started eating like a fatass again. I've actually lost about 2-3 lbs since starting school, so that's pretty good.
Also, I have a new obsession. The guy that fills the soda machines at school- aka the Pepsi Man. He's a big boy but he's cute as hell. I need a big boy in my life. Every guy I've dated has been like half my size and I'm afraid I'm going to break them. Next time he comes in I'm going to try to get a picture of him all stealth-like. Is that creepy? Probably. Him in his little shorts. Mmmm...