Goodnight, My Someone
Is there really somebody out there for everyone? My mom said that those who think they've found their perfect person are very lucky. But everyone else just pretty much takes what they get. Well if I get married I want to be completely head over heels in love. I do. But that's hard to believe in sometimes, you know? Like how much could you ever be in love with someone? And what is it you love about them. Their looks? Their thoughts? Their personality? Their essence in general? Like what is it made of? It can't just be just looks, but that's gotta be part of it right? And it doesn't have to be just their thoughts. My parents disagree on every political debate but love each other anyway. I guess you can love somebody's personality. That might be the most accurate actually. And who knows if love is as great as everybody says it is anyway. It's probably good just to hope. You won't end up a bitter person that way. But hope always leads to disappointment. Hm. I shouldn't ponder life questions. It makes my head hurt. *sigh*