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I keep telling myself I should get ready for work...but I'm procrastinating and doing anything I can to avoid it. This being a perfect example!
I got a super comfy chair at Spencer's yesterday. It's black and fuzzy and super awesome. I also got a black canopy for my bed in the unmentionables section, but I'm saving it for my apartment which we'll hopefully be getting in September-ish. Yay XP As for a Midsummer Night's Dream, we're performing on the 26th, 27th, and 28th I believe... Yay ^_^
As for the not so good stuff... I'm tired of playing the boyfriend to someone who ISN'T my girlfriend. But I'm SO. GOD. DAMN. WEAK. I can't yell at women, I can't let women know I'm mad, I just can't do any of it. So I suffer instead of them. Feh, it's probably for the best. I'm getting pretty good at that bottling up the anger thing. It's just, I've been really irritable lately. Like, hardcore. I'm thinking it's like filling a bottle up with some sort of soda; you can only fill it so much before it starts squirting out (*perverted snicker*), and if you shake the bottle too much, it's gonna go everywhere. So I'm having these little anger squirts, if you will, and people just keep on shakin' the bottle...
I know, it's a shitty metaphore, but that's how I explained it to some retarded people and I found it amusing.
Last night I woke up cos I was crying in my sleep. I had a dream my dog came back to life *whimpers* I made myself go back to sleep so I could be with her longer. I miss my Maggie...
As for a certain someone, I just feel a like I've been treated really unjustly. We're not gonna go into detail, cos this certain someone made me promise not to talk about it, but I'll know what I mean... Feeeeh....
Alright I'm gonna go shower, so I'll see ya'll later.
I got a super comfy chair at Spencer's yesterday. It's black and fuzzy and super awesome. I also got a black canopy for my bed in the unmentionables section, but I'm saving it for my apartment which we'll hopefully be getting in September-ish. Yay XP As for a Midsummer Night's Dream, we're performing on the 26th, 27th, and 28th I believe... Yay ^_^
As for the not so good stuff... I'm tired of playing the boyfriend to someone who ISN'T my girlfriend. But I'm SO. GOD. DAMN. WEAK. I can't yell at women, I can't let women know I'm mad, I just can't do any of it. So I suffer instead of them. Feh, it's probably for the best. I'm getting pretty good at that bottling up the anger thing. It's just, I've been really irritable lately. Like, hardcore. I'm thinking it's like filling a bottle up with some sort of soda; you can only fill it so much before it starts squirting out (*perverted snicker*), and if you shake the bottle too much, it's gonna go everywhere. So I'm having these little anger squirts, if you will, and people just keep on shakin' the bottle...
I know, it's a shitty metaphore, but that's how I explained it to some retarded people and I found it amusing.
Last night I woke up cos I was crying in my sleep. I had a dream my dog came back to life *whimpers* I made myself go back to sleep so I could be with her longer. I miss my Maggie...
As for a certain someone, I just feel a like I've been treated really unjustly. We're not gonna go into detail, cos this certain someone made me promise not to talk about it, but I'll know what I mean... Feeeeh....
Alright I'm gonna go shower, so I'll see ya'll later.