Burnt Out
So yeah I've been in a very weird mood the past few days. I'm starting to feel that I'm in college to accomodate what the man wants me to do to survive in this capitalistic, cracked out, money, money, money, type of lifestyle. It just seems that no matter what I do I'm left burnt out with a pissed off mom, dad, family...it doesnt matter, everyone wants me to be something I'm not ready to be, or I'll never be. Its like the world is trying to mold me into a nice polite, supposedly normal individual, who doesnt do kungfu, who regularly attends Christian church, and who will one day be a local politician. Who ever actually wants to be these things can go right ahead. I just want to get through school, get my certifications, make enough money that by the time I'm in my late 30's or early 40's I can open up my own Shaolin school and do that till the day I die. Yep that sounds about right anyway I'm out....Later.